a moment

I consider Janine one of my best friends and that is saying alot considering her a female. We talk about anything from life's many up's and downs to our many relationships that went wrong.

So when I asked her to come over so we could talk I didn't think it would end up the way it ended. She is my most trusted confidant outside of myself, she knows things that my own family doesn't know.

We would talk for hours on end about anything so I'm feeling kinda weird right now. I called Janine after I got of work b/c I needed to vent about something me and my family was going thru so we talked but I suggested it would be better if she came over to the crib and talk b/c I knew that we couldn't do this over the phone. 

"Aight P vent to me wzup?

"J, I'm about to lose my mind here. We talk about pretty much anything but this time I'm about to lose the last bit of sanity that I have."

(She begins to chuckle)

"I'm sorry P, I don't mean to laugh but it seems like your always about to lose the last bit of sanity you have left."

"I'm not playing this time J. The fam is stressing me out and don't even get me started on baby mom's she's tripping hard."

"Well I've told you over and over again that every thing in between is minor. The only things that are major are life and death."

"Yeah I know but J sometimes I can't be the one that holds every body together."

"P, you aren't Jesus let it go."

"I'm trying but everybody makes me there savior."

"Well stop it ok. You gotta start looking out for you. I love you P, your my boy and I'm not coming to the hospital when you are laid up in there b/c of stress."

"You will come b/c you love me and you don't want anything to happen me."

"I will come most def and I will give you a good slapping b/c you will need it."

"Whatever, you love me I'm your boy you will do no such thing as slap me."

"Ok if you say so. P can I ask you something?"

"Shoot."

"Have you every looked at me as a girlfriend type?"

"Ummm...why are you're asking, some kat you've been talking to he doesn't look at you as the wifey type?"

"Naw, I'm asking b/c for some time now I've been having feelings for you."

"What?"

"P, don't freak out on me here b/c I tried everything in my power to shake these feelings but I can't."

"J, I've always known there was a strong physical thang between us but..."

"Yeah I know P, I can't shake the way I feel about you."

"J, I don't know what to say."

"P, not to sound like a erotica book or anything but we talk about sex and I would love to see what your working with."

"J, I'm flattered I really am but your my friend."

"So you're telling me you never wanted to know what I'm working with?"

"Hmmm...I thought about it but couldn't fathom to take myself there."

"Ok, I just wanted to get that off my chest. I had to let you know b/c we are honest about everything."

"Yeah we are."

"So I guess I will go."

J get's up from the couch and goes to the front door and I come up from behind her and kiss her on her neck, she flinches and but she lets me finish doing the do. She turns around to face me and ask me "do you really want to do this?" I tell her that we can discuss this later I just want to please her and treat her like the queen she really is.

She kisses me hard and soft and the rush & the pleasure of the kiss has slightly excited me in my pants. We make our way to the couch and I lay her down and unbuckle her pants, I Start to kiss her flat stomach and lick around her nable. Her stomach heaves in and out as I'm licking around her nable. She squirms out of her pants and to my sheer delight she is free ballin'. I get excited even more b/c all I have to do is let my tongue do it's magic and I do just that. She parts her legs giving me the invite to let me do what I do best and start to french kiss her lips. She gives me a soft moan of excitement and I let my tongue open those lips so I can get to the surprise in the middle. I eat and devour her like she's a peach and I let the juices of that sweet nectar run down my mouth into my goatee. She grabs my head and push me deeper within in her inner thigh walls. I love it and I have my whole mouth swallowing her lips and her clit. She's gives me an "Oh yes" and lets me know that she is about to bust that first nut.

My tongue goes in and out and the creamy goodness gushes it's way out of her into my throat and my mouth. She begins to shiver and I grab hold to her pelvic area and let her come all on my mouth. She pushes me away and tells me to drop my shorts. I drop them and she stares at me in pure delight b/c she said she knew I was blessed but damn she didn't think it was like that. I give a evil grin and pull out a condom but before I could place it on she said she wants to do it but she wants to do it with her mouth.

So she places the condom on the tip of my head and she begins to do the wildest thing I have had any female do to me. She rolls the condom slowly down on my penis while taking my all in her mouth. I want her to do more but she lays down on the couch and spread her legs. I dive slowly into her b/c I want to savor the motion of going inside of her.

We both begin to groove to the beat that is within our body's. She's going one way and me going another the beat is overtaken us both and we get lost in it.  I start to get the beat to speed up and she likes the pace so she begins to groove at a faster pace. I stop the beat for a minute b/c I want to do the thing that she loves to do and I tell her to get on all fours & she gets excited, I give her butt a smack for good measure and insert myself inside her.

The beat begins to pick back up again but this time it's more of a salsa beat. She moans a "OHHH!!!" & begins to talk to me in spanish. "Oye mi Canto Popi, Mami like, mami like!" So I let the salsa beat groove I give her another smack on the tail and let the salsa beat overtake me. She collapses b/c the weight of me and the beat are enough till she can't take it anymore so I turn her over and I give her one more tongue lashing from the behind b/c I want her to experience the something that she never had with any of her previous lovers.

She moans a "OH Hell Yes!!!" & comes and falls flat on the couch. I get up & go get a wash cloth so I can get her clean and myself & we both fall asleep on the couch and for a brief moment I didn't think about my problems or the fact that I just sleep with one of my best friends. It was just a moment that her and I shared and I will deal with the ramifications of looking her in her face later.