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I knew what he wanted.  I could sit here and tell you that I wasn’t aware, that some part of me was somehow clueless to what I was walking into, but that would be a lie.  And in all my deviant perverse nature, one thing I am not is a liar. 
 
I wanted to be abused, used, taken, forced, seduced, humiliated.  I wanted to loose control of everything.   I had grown tired of my world…Tired of my normalcy, tired of my structure.   So tonight I did what I dared never do. Tonight I was going to be relentless, risky, depraved, and simply pray that I came out alive…..
 
I went to his house.  I had heard so many terrible things about him.  His dark nature, his sexual appetite, his desire for pain and dominance, his talent for making you suffer to a state of abysmal climactic ...

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 I got in the truck sitting next to Chris going through his phone as he nodded his head to the song that was playing. I notice out the Conner of my eye Steven kelp looking at me. But I dint say nothing, really wasn't Trina mess up the good mood everybody was in so I kelp it cool. We arrived at David and busters. It was a lot of people there you could smell the aroma of fried food that was being served. It was a line at the door. But I dint see no one I knew personally. We made it in the inside. Chris had bought my first drink. He knew I wasn't a drinker but I all ready knew the tricks he had up his sleeve. We walked up to the power card center to get a game card. The line was long. I was feeling alone for moments since rob them all knew people up there including Chris. They had me standing in line, ...

After about 4 more hrs of sleep i woke up ready to go home. I got up put my clothes and walked to the top of the steps but  was stopped by the chatter. I was thinking, what if boss is not here and i have to walk by complete strangers who all gonna think i'm another one of Bosses dookie butts. I said fuck it and walked down anyway. It was about 4 guys sitting around talking and none of them was Boss so i just walked right out without anybody saying anything. They all just watched me pass which felt so embarrasing beings though i didnt say anything. I opened the front door and was stopped by Boss and Gordon standing there in an intense conversation. Gordon turns and said, I came here for you now lets go. I was so happy that i had a ride first of all but i couldnt help but think why did Gordon come for me. Oh, boss must've called him but all he had to do was ...