Just can't help it (part 2)

"Yo jay get up you got school!"-I roll over an look at the clock 5:30. 
I hear my door close. I roll out of bed an walk to my closet to find 
some to wear. Deon opened my door-"Yo jay"-"wudup"-"yo dad said you 
not goin intell 12 he sighned your paper some like that!"-"Oo yeah I 
no what you talking about"- he shut the door. I pulled a v-neck an
some gym shorts off the top of my closet. I needed to take a shower
idk why I dent take one last night. Walking to the bathroom cutting 
the water on steping in the shower waitin for the water to get hot. I 
take my shower an get out. I put my boxers on an I hear ripper barkin 
I lean over an look out the window an she was out side!. I walked out
the bathroom an rand down stairs an opened the door I dent see my dad 
standin there-"boy where ya clothes at?"-"Oo bathroom why she was out 
side!"-"nigga idk ask yo bro!"-"renzo!" I all ways called my bro by 
his middle name. I screamed.-"what nigga!"-"why you put my baby out 
side bitch!"-"I dent she dent want to come back in so I left her as 
out there nigga! She in now stop trippin fagit!"-"whateva dude let me 
be a fagit than!" I walked out his room an whent back up stairs to the 
bathroom. I dent see deon in his room so I kelp goin. Walkin into 
the bathroom he was standin there takin a piss-"pass me my shirt". He 
handed me the shirt. I really wasn't trippin about changin in front of 
him he was family.-damn jay you still built like a lil female!"-"bitch 
fuck you nigga lol"-"just sayin nigga you got a unnormal booty 
lmao!"-"bro if don't get off my ass you fagit as nigga!"- he walked 
passed me an start washin his hands an slaped me on my ass-"Tighten up 
nigga!" he took off runnin out the bathroom. I washed my mouth out an 
put my shirt down an looked out the door I dent see him so I walked to 
the room. I looked around I dent see him so I walked to my room an 
shut the door behind me-"where you goin nigga!"- he picked me up an 
slamed me on my bed an held me down-"deon dawg get off me nigga 
befor I.."-"nigga befor you what! Nigga I'm bigger than you yo licks
don't hurt me!"-"get off me an see!"-"ight" he jumped up off me. I was 
tryna hurry up an get up he jumped back on me.-an start starin at me 
up an down. I dent have no shirt on-"deon nigga we kuzin 
bruh!"-"nigga I no that! WTF I was looking at some"-"Oo yeah you betta 
Been lookin at some!"-"an if I wasn't!" I dent say nun. He got off me 
just in time my dad walked in-"i'M about to go to work you hear!"-"yes 
sir yo dad I can get 20$"-"yeah hear 40$ for you an deon"-"Oo ight" 
I handed deon the other 20$. An sat back on the bed-"damn nigga you 
gown be hear all alone"-"no I'm not you gown stay here with me!"-"Oo
yeahh I can huh pops gown to work..he'll yeah pass me my phone"-"for 
what" he handed me the phone-"tell Terrence I'm not comin"-"who
Terrence"-"my bestfriend.. Nigga the dude that was over hear I was
talking to!"-"Oo him"-I got up an cut the tv on an layed back in my 
bed. Deon was sitin at the foot of my bed. Textin-"jay it's coo if 
Marvin come over"-"who that?"-"Chris brother"-"Oo i don't care nigga 
this yo house to! You don't have to ask"-"Oo ight thx I'm bout to go
take a shower I'll be back"-"lmao mhm get cha freak on"-"lol naww just 
got to be fresh for my nigga an maybe that to"-he walked out the room 
I layed back in my bed. I had Chris on my mind I did kinda miss him. I
reached down an grab deon phone an text him an ask was he coming
with his bro.(Naww I'm not!.-why not-bekuz man yo kuzin mad at me I 
think I fucked up!-Oo well just come an work things out?!-imma see- 
please do it for me Chris!-ight when he coming? - I hoped out the bed I 
nocked on the bathroom door. He dent say nun so I walked in he was in 
the shower-"Yo deon?"-"fuck nigga you scread me what'sup?"-"when he 
comin?"-"now"-"Oo okay"- befor I could text back he text back sayin 
he was on his way.I walked out the bathroom an whent in my room an
changed into my silk red pj's with a tight white polo v-neck. With my
usher cologne. My phone start to ring it was Chris-("hello!-UmM you at 
home?-"yeah! Why"- "can I come over?"-"don't care"-"ight I'll be there 
in 5min"-"ight"-) -"who was that"-"Chris"-"Oo what he wanted"-"uMm lol
I used yo phone to tell him to come"-"lol it's koo I new you liked
him"-"lol yeah I do I really do cuh"-"well I'm bout to go eat 
nigga"-"ight" I turned back to the mirror an start brushing my hair. 
An put some oil on it so it look all smooth. I put my earrings in as 
well as my eyebrow ring. It's like I was goin all out for dude but it 
just a feeling I had for him in my heart.-"JORDANN"- I hear deon
scream my name I new they was here I heard it when he closed the
door.-"HEAR I COME"- I scream back. I pop a pice of gum and my mouth 
an walk out my room. As I walked down the stairs ripper came right 
behind me. I turned around an put her back in my room. She just jumped 
on my bed an layed down. I walked down stairs. I seen Marvin first-" 
Ayaa this my cussin Jordan an Jordan this Marvin"-"what's good bruh!"-
he nodes his head an I walked to the kitchin an get me a g-2 to drink 
an walk back to the livinroom. Deon an Marvin was talkin deon was 
on his lap. Chris was sitin in the chair at the computer. I whent over 
an grabed his hand an pulled him up stairs an walked in my room. 
Ripper jumped up an Rand up to Chris an start sniffing him an shit I
pulled her away she start barkin so I took her an put her an her cage 
down the hall-"my bad"-"it's good. "look listin jay I dent mean to say 
it like that dude! I swear it's just I'm new to this my dude! an I 
dent no how to put it but baby I really like you!."-"Chris I heard 
about you!"-"yeah I no people be sayin all kinda shit bout me bruh! An 
I no one thing they all ways say imma sweet talker rite!? but I'm 
serious this time jay an I just want to show you!"-I stood there my 
heart was racing . He walked closer to me-"jay bae look at me"-I looked 
up.-"bae give me one more chance that's all I ask"-"okay". He pulled 
me closer an we start kissing. My tongue met his tongue. He baged me 
up to the window an turned me around.-"wait"- I walked over to the 
door an shut it an locked it an walked back over to Chris. I stood
between his ligs. He stands up an grab my shirt an slowly pull it over 
my head an throw it on the floor. He grabed me by my waist. I reached 
over an pulled his shirt off. His body felt so warm against mines. He 
stood up an grabed his hat an put it on. I stood there watchin as he 
took his pants off. He looked at me.-"come hear"-I walked closer to 
him. He pulled me on top of him as we fell back on the bed.i jumped up 
in got on top of him. Leanin over him suckin on his neck.I felt his 
hands gown down my back into my pants. He lift up an pull me up to his 
chest an took his pants & boxers  off an slowly pull my pj's down. 
Once he got them off he roll's me over to my back an start suckin on
my nipols. He pulled my legs open an start forcing it in.. I start 
moanin. He leand in an start kissin me. I guess he dent want his bro 
to no we was fuckin. He grabed me by my neck an start diggin in my 
shit. I was tryna move away but the position he had me in I 
couldn't!.my breathing get heavier at every stroke. He got rougher 
every time I pushed him back!. I couldn't find the words to say stop. 
I begain to bite on his neck. He whisper in my ear with the softies
deepest voice as he pulled out slowly. An back in-"you ight baby"-i 
let out a loud as moan. An begain to catch my breath. He smiled an 
start laughing. He looked so cute with his grill in his mouth an that 
red hat on.-"mhmhum". He kissed me an pulled my hands over my head.I 
begain to moan again-"damn bae".the feeling of him opening me up was 
so painful!.but the love I had for him I wasn't gown stop him. I 
looked at him. My head fell back down. He pulled my head back up an 
begain to kiss me. The look he had in his eyes I new he was lovin 
it.-"iiii shit!  fuck I'm bout to cum baby"-but he dent stop. I put my 
hand on his chest an tryed pushing him back. It was like pushin a 
breek wall. I was so weak!. He pulled out an let a fat load of cum on 
my chest-"fuck!". I just layed there as it slowly slid down my 
stomach. I felt some warm go across my chest an my stomach-"what's 
that"-"my shirt baby lol what you thought it was?"-"nun damn baby you 
got my body hurting!"-"lol i figure that the way you was moanin an 
tryna push me away!"-"nigga you was killing me!"-" my bad!"- he was 
standin there pulling his pants up. I hop out the bed an put my boxers 
an pants on. My phone ring. It was my dad-"hello"-"what you 
doin?"-"nun in my room"-"oo ight you don't have to go to school today 
since yo bro not gown be there to take you"-"ight" he hung up the 
phone-"who was that?"-"my daddy"-"Oo I thought i was your daddy"-"lol 
nigga!". I hear a nock on the door. I walk over an opened it.-"Yo jay"-
yeah come hear"-I steped out the room an closed the door!-"what's 
up"-"you got a condom bruh!"-"lol yeah look in the closet in yo room
it's a box all the way in the back"-"ight an bruh you an Chris need to
keep it down we heard yo as"-"lol wow haha okay"- I walked in the room 
laughing-"what happin"-"baby uMm yo bro know!"-"No what!?"-"he kinda 
heard me moanin.."-"Oo wow well lol son no then!"- he pulled me by the 
arm An gave me a kiss an grabed my ass-"damn baby that ass sit up
right!"-"lol shut up"-"lol Oooh imma make that shit bigger cuh!"-"lol 
cuh! Chris you from Cali!?"-"duh nigga!"-"Oo that's how you no 
Deon!?"-"yeah bae"-"Oo why you never told me!?"-"dent no y'all was 
cussin's!"-"Oo you do now!" he dent say nun. I walked over to my
closet to get some clothes to take a shower.-"Oo so you ain't gown 
invite me!?"-"naww but you more in welcome to come doe!-"but I don't 
have no boxers!"-"ugh! Hold on my bro got some new ones some where 
I'll be back". I walked out the room down the hall. Deon door wasn't
closed all the way. I new dude was raw dogin my nigga deon!. I 
looked in he had deon against the wall in the air.deon had his 
arms an legs rapped around him head against the wall moanin but at the 
same time tryin not to. I walked off to my bro room opening the closet
reaching in the back where he keep all his new stuff. I hear somebody 
come down the hall. I grab the boxers an walk out the room it was 
Marvin. I dent say nun I just walked passed him."damn" I hear him say. 
I knew he was talking about my ass so I dent pay him no mind. I walked 
to the room standin by the door."come on". Chris got out the bed an 
walked behind me an grab my ass.-"ayaa Chris bruh come here!"- it was 
his brother. So I walked in the bathroom an I over hear Chris 
bro-"damn nigga I no you was raw dogin dude! Son got a fat ass 
damn"-"lol you heard him so what you think"-I turned an looked-"Oo
really Chris!"-he dent say nun he just walked up to me an pushed me 
back an closed the door-"get in the shower!"-"who you talkin 
to!?"-"you with your red as ! !"-"I walked in the shower Chris got in behind me. I 
felt his dick go across my ass..-"jay baby I dent mean it I just said 
some so he don't think I'm......"-"weak? Lol"-"yeah"-"you not I hope 
not!"-"naw Neva that make me put this meat back in yo life!"-i dent 
say nun I just finish showering an got out. An walked to my room I see 
Deon an Marvin walking down the  stairs.I walk over to the mirror an 
start brushing my hair. Chris walked up behind me-"I'm bout to go 
ight" he kissed me an walked out the door. I finshing brushing my hair 
an start taking the sheets of my bed. Andrew walk up to my door."how 
was your morning?"-"it was good"-"lol I bet it was"- he walked in an sat 
on the end of my bed. We talked for a min. My phone start to ring it
was my momma.-"wassup ma"-"in the car on my way home and why you not
at school!?"-"I dent have to go because finals!"-"Oo okay I'll be 
there around 10 okay"-"ight"- I put the phone to the side-"yo 
jay!"-"yeah wassup?"-"I'm thinking about getin Marvin name because he 
got mines!"-"Oo get it that's you bruh"-"ight"- he got up an walked 
out the room. i put some new sheets on my bed And layed down for a min 
an fell asleep.- i rolled over an felt some laying on my leg. I looked 
up it was ripper. I got out the bed an walked down the hall. I heard 
some people talking down stairs. So I walked down it was my momma and 
some of her friends an my cussing Troy an his friend Anthony an my 
cussing Janita-"hey Jordan"- It was my my cussin Janita-"wassup hey ma 
wudup troy an Anthony!"-I walked to the kitchen. Troy an Anthony 
walked in behind me-"JORDAN DAMN nigga! Ah nigga haven't seen you in 
forever"-"yeah Im woundering why Anthony! Troy boy what's good mane 
what made y'all come down here from new York?"-"yo momma imma be 
staying with y'all for the summer all of us!"-"lol damn we got the 
family now"-"lol yeah a nigga happy to see you Jordan haven't kicked 
it with you since we was 12"-"yeah iknoo dude bro guess who ells here 
up stairs sleep?"-"who!?"-"deon nigga!"-"iiiiii swear that's my 
nigga damn swear I haven't seen him since kuzin drew past away!"-"yeah 
he up stairs"-"son still look the same?"-"naw son got cuter lol"-"lol 
fagit as but nigga you stepped yo game up to look at you got the fresh 
waves! With the contacts !"-"contacts! Nigga this my eyes! 
Dude!"-"fuck outer here let me see"-"Ooo wow lol nigga don't think you 
look good because you got pretty eyes you still ugly"-"lol Neva ugly 
bruh.but you on the other hand(smh!)" lol naw nigga you no I look 
good"-Troy walked out the kitchen Anthony was standing there so I 
walked passed him.-"really jay! You still trippin bout that shit 
huh!"-"naww I'm over it I just don't like when niggas do that!"-"do 
what jay huh!"-"really Anthony! Nigga you was all up on me then when 
yo niggas come around you front!"-"nigga what you exspect me to do 
dawg!"-"I'm not one of yo blood members! So don't call me dawg 
bruh!"-"whateva my dude!"-I walked out the kitchen an whent over an 
talked to my momma for a min an my cussin Janita. After that i took 
Janita to the other guess room.-"where Troy an anthony sleeping 
because they show ain't staying in here! Lol"-"I guess one gown sleep 
in my room an one gown sleep in the room with Andrew because my momma 
got all her office stuff an the other room's"-"deon . . deon our 
cussin deon  here!?"-"yup"-"where he at?"- we walked to deon 
room he was still sleep so I told her not to wake him up. We walked 
back down stairs. My momma called me over.-"Jordan you got room in 
your room?!"-"yes ma'am!". I was hopping she wasn't gown say share 
with anthony!-"good Anthony you can sleep in there an Troy you can sleep I'n there with 
Deon . Y'all go unpack" damn I got up an walked passed Anthony he 
smiled at me. I walked up stairs to my room. Anthony was behind 
me-"You can put yo stuff rite there!"-"I no I can dude betta lose the 
attitude!"-"not really you can lose your's doe!-"nigga what!" he gave
me a fuck you look. An finish putting his stuff up. Don't get me wroung 
anthony was fine as he'll. Buff with thick eyebrows pretty lips even 
doe he smoked a lot. It ain't really alot of sexy dark nigga but he 
was one. Deep voice an every thing."jay...JORDAN! Dude can you fucking 
hear where the bathroom for I can take my shower!?"-"My bad it's down 
the hall!"-"damn nigga all ways day dreaming! An shit!"-He walked out
an shut the door. Looking over to see the clock it was 12 going on 1. 
I cut off the tv an rolled to my side. Bout 15min later I hear my door 
open. So I turned around it was anthony. He walked in an shut the door 
an cut on the light.-"where I'm sleeping?!"-"where ever you 
want!"-"give me a pillow then an move over!" I threw him a pillow an 
he jumped in the bed. I got up an pluged my phone charger up an took 
off my shorts.-"damn"-I turned my head an looked back at him an turned 
back around an cut off the light an got back in bed. My phone start to
ring it was a text. I rolled back over it was Chris-(good night baby 
guess I'll see you tomorrow it's the last day can't wait to see you 
sexy but wear some sexy for me tomorrow I miss that body lol)-I texted 
him back an put my phone back down-"who that you nigga! Lol"-"yeah it 
is why!"-"Oo really!? You doin it like that now!" I dent say nun I 
just rolled back over.-"so you not gown answer my question!?"- I still 
dent say nun. I layed there with my eyes close I couldn't fall 
asleep.I rolled back over I looked down Anthony was texting so I 
rolled back over faceing the wall. I looked over an seen my CD player
was still on so I reached over an grabed the remote an cut it up a 
lil. Fatal by j.Holiday was playing. I closed my eyes an start 
singing.-"Oo I see you still can sing"-"yup I try!"-"I think it's 
sexy"-i dent say nun. Anthony got up for a min an layed back 
down.-"jay why you acting like this?". He layed behind me an put his 
arm around me-"I'm not acting like nun an can you move!?"-"No! Intell 
you tell me!"-he grabed me tighter. I wanted to just lay back in his 
arms but that's how I got hurt the first time. I turned around. We 
were face to face-"because anthony..."-"because what!?". I looked off 
an dent say nun-"Jordan... I liked you to it's just I wasn't tryna get 
mixed in with all that having a boyfriend shit you was my nigga don't
get me wrong but I wasn't thinking when I left you alone an I thought
about that shit everyday dude!"-"it's good man I don't care I'm happy 
Now!"-he let me go an layed on his back.-"you mad?"-he dent say nun. 
I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't. So I just rolled back over an 
fell asleep. The next morning I hear a voice it was my dad telling me to 
get up for school. I rolled out of bed an walk to the closet an put on 
my pink and blue polo with my cut up light &'d dark blue hartage jeans with my  Blue jordans  that whent with my shirt. -"where you going?!"-it was 
Anthony.-"school it's my last day"-"Oo". I put my shoes on. An walked 
to the bathroom an brushed. Walking back to my room I looked up 
Anthony rolled over takeing up the whole bed. I grabed my bag an headed 
for the door.-"Oo my keys". I turned around an walked over to my bed 
an leaned over anthony to get my keys. He looked at me and pulled me 
and blow me a kiss. An i walked back out the door. Down stairs my dad 
was waiting out side for me. I locked the door an got in the car. I
put my earphones an and layed back intell I got to school. Chris text 
me an told me to meet him in the north house. Dang the north house I 
thought to my self as I got out the car. That's where most of well all 
the black people chilled at. I hit the corner I seen Leah an Tay 
walking but the dent see me. Walking to the north house it's all ready 
loud an I haven't even made it in yet. I pulled out my phone an text
Chris and told him I was out side waiting on him. He told me to walk
in and come to the back. I walked in I wasn't worrying about 
embarrassing my self. I was looking fresh then a bitch an plus I'm a 
pretty boy. I turned heads every where I went. My phone start to 
ring.-"hello"-"baby turn rite here you see me?"-"yeah bae here I come. 
I put my phone back up. And walked over to Chris. He was at a table 
full of niggas and femals.-"come here"- I walked over to Chris an sat 
down he text me.(damn baby you look good)- I looked up an just smiled. 
They was talking about a pre game there haveing later.-"Chris who 
this?"-"Oo My bad ayaa jay this the people I fuck with it's tomany so 
I'm not about to name eveybody"-"Oo you cute!"-"thx"-"You got a 
girlfriend?"-"nope"-"why not!" the whole table looked at me?-" nun to 
much just don't want one!"-"Oo you gay or some you got yo lil pink 
polo on with yo light brown contacts!?!"-"ha! UMm there not contacts!"." bro 
you don't have to answer that she just like you that's all!"- one of 
the dude said.-"you ready jay"-"yeah". Me an Chris got up an headed 
for the door. Once we made it out side he grabed me and kissed me. I 
walked in front of him.-"damn thickness!"-"lol wow Chris don't be
looking at my ass boi"-"I was doing more than looking at that thang I 
was all up in it!"-I smiled at him an walked in the main buildin. We
dent have to go to class today so I was gown be with Chris most of the 
day. A lot of people dent show up anyways.-"you hungry baby?"he ask 
me-"yea but I don't want nun from here!"-"who said from here imma take 
you to ihop I got the car today baby"-"Oo okay well I'm ready when you 
ready"-"ight i'M just waiting on fam nem they comeing to"-"Oo they 
rideing with you?"-"naw they all got they own shit!"-"Oo okay". I sat 
down on the table an text t to see where he was. He text back(at home 
bout to go out of town where you at son!?)(school bout to go to ihop)
(Oo well imma text you when I'm done ight lil daddy lol)(lol ight big 
daddy lol)(bye nigga lol!)-"come on bae they here"-I got off the table 
an walked to the door. Chris grab me by my waist then opened the 
door.-"lol baby if you want to grab it grab it don't front!"-"lol naw 
bae I just wanted to grab you plus the way ol dude was lookin at you
had to let him no you takin!"-he smiled at me. I smiled back an we
walked to the car."When you got this?"-"last night it's nice huh its a
2010 Audi A6"-"lol mhm who payed for it!?"-"lol my 
grandparents"-"awe". We got in you can tell it was new it still had 
that new car smell to it. We took off his friends was all in front of 
us-"you no my bday comin up!?"-"yea I no!"-"how you no!?"-"because I 
seen it on yo facebook! Lol"-"Oo haha when is it!?"-" July 20"-"Oo 
okay what you gown get me?"-"you'll see July 20 lil daddy"-"lil daddy 
ight lil momma!".he grabed my hand an looked at me as we sat at the 
red light-"jay look under your seat".I reached down it was a 
box-"what's this?"-"some thing bae just to show you how committed i am 
to this relationship!". I smiled an opened the box it was a ring. He 
left the price tag on there i really dent care how much it was but i 
looked anyways.-"wow Chris you really dent have to buy his $375!"-"I 
no but if you gown be with me bae you all ways gown have the best 
since yeah boy got money now!"-"it don't mean spend it all on me 
Chris you got to pay for yo collage And stuff!"-"lol jordann be happy 
bae..yo man good that's payed for bae. Now stop complaining an put
the ring on!". I put it on that thang was lookin rite. I smiled an 
kissed him befor we got out the car. Walking to the door greated by 
some man then took us all to one big table an the back an took our 
order.-"So where you no Chris from and Jordan?"-"Oo we got a class 
together why?"-"nun just asking nice ring to who bought it!?"-"does it 
matter!"-"ayaaa Kim chill you been starting with dude since you seen
him!"-"Its cool man I deal with females like this ever....day..!"-
Chris grabed my hand under the table. I turned to him. My phone start 
to ring it was a text from Chris.(chill out jay!-WTF you mean chill 
out she startin with me an she don't no nun about me askin me question-
Kim just like that-you betta get her that's all imma say.-"chris baby 
what you want?"-i put my phone up an looked up. I looked at her then 
looked at Chris. He looked at me then turned to her-"chill out 
ight"-"what I do sweety!"-"Kim foreal!". The man came to the table an 
gave everybody there food. I got up an walked to the bathroom an gave 
Kim a dirty look. She turned her back. Walking in the bathroom Chris 
walking in behind me."so you mad now!"-"naww you good bruh I ain't 
sweatin you!"-"can we have a good breakfest please!"-"yes you can gown 
head!"-"jordann bae". He pulled me to his chest-"look Kim just a 
friend she like me but who I'm with?"-"me I guess"-I turned my 
head-"no look at me I'm with you rite so stop tripping baby I love 
you"-"love you to"-he kissed me an we walked back to the table. They
had started eating all ready. I sat down an grabed my food an start 
eating everybody was jokeing around having fun. My phone start to ring 
it was T callinh"wassup"-"where you at nigga!"-"ihop with Chris"-"Oo 
fat ass lol you coming by my crib when you get home imma stay I ain't 
feel like goin?"-"ight imma be there"-"ight bye thickness lol"-"lol 
fuck you bye"-I hung up the phone an sat it on the table.-"Jordan what 
kinda phone is that?!"-"iPhone 4"-"Oo let me see"- I handed him the
phone an start back eating. After a min I hope he wasn't reading nun 
of my messages or my pics. I looked over to where he was he looked up 
at me and smiled an handed my phone back. So I'm tryna figur out why 
he smileing intell I looked at my phone an it was a pic of me the one 
I was hoping he wasn't looking at!-"so Jordan that's where you get 
that nick name from?!"-"lol what you think?"-"no comment lol". Chris 
looked at me funny but I dent pay him no mind. I just put my hand 
between his legs-"lol you betta stop befor you have to deal with 
it"-"lol"- everybody start geting up an left there money an tips on 
the table and we walked out. Walking to the car Chris friend called me 
over-"lol wassup son!"I dent look at him-"so you bi or what umma keep 
it short?"-"netha!"-"Oo just asking ight bruh but damn"-I turned 
around an walked to the car-"what he wanted"-"nun just ask me 
some"-"Oo ight"- he turned the radio on an grab my hand as he was 
driving-"baby you want to get a tattoo?"-"I can't to young!"-"did I 
ask you that! Yes or no?"-"yes but I don't know what to get"-"how bout 
you get my name an I get yours? Nobody have to know but us 
baby"-"Chris lol umm umm umm idk!"-"ight we don't have to Neva 
mind"-"no baby okay we can"-"ight". He let my hand go an grabed his 
phone an called one of his homeboys I guess. I turned to the side an 
layed back-"ight he gown do them"-"ight". I turned the radio up my 
song was on (Keisha Cole take me away). I start singing alone.-"Oooo so 
you can sing now!?"-"lol I been new how to sing FYI you just Neva 
ask!"-"Lol Oo awe my baby got vocal's"-"lol shut up". We pulled up to 
kevo's tattoo house.-"you no kevo bae?"-"lol he's my brother"-"Ooo me an  kevo go way back"-"I bet y'all do lol"-"lol shut up it wasn't nun like 
that!"-"who said it was!". We walked in kevo was just putting his 
stuff together-"what's good bruh"-"shid nun bout to get a lil name 
that's it"-"Oo ight. My nigga jay! Best QB in the nation my nigga 
what's good youngin!"-"nun much living life as all ways nigga doin 
me!"-"yeah that's good what yo bro been up to I heard he got twins on
the way?"-"yeahh son do"-"I see you all fresh now body still look 
rite lol"-"broo y'all niggas gown get off my body a nigga can't help 
it he got ass!"-"lol chill out mane I was playing just like yo sis 
nigga!"-"broo"-"lol ight ight"- Chris sat down an they where talking 
an he started on Chris tattoo. He was getting it on his arm. I smiled.
He looked over at me an blow me kiss. I blow one back. He was getting 
out the chair looking in the mirro-"you like it?"-"yeah thx bro"-"ight 
come on jay what you getting"-"Christiano in the same place"-"Oo ight
why he got you name an why you getting his!?"-"he my nigga that's 
why"-"Oo I new that I read that text when you sent him telling him you
love him you thought I ain't no huh? Boy I've  been knowing you since you was like 
5nigga. Yo bro no about you!?"-"nope not yet"-"Oo ight you gown tell 
him"-"yeahh imma see how things work out?"-"Oo koo be real you let my
lil bro smash yet?"-"lol"-"did you!?"-"yeahh"-"lol"-"shut up an 
finish!"-he finshed my tattoo it kinda hurted but it wasn't to 
bad.-"ight I'm done kid you like it"-"yeahh I do son Ooo thx by the 
way"-"all ways welcome to the family lol". We headed out the door an 
got in the car.-"you want me to take you home or what"-"no I want to 
stay with you"-"i'M bout to go hoop you show?"-"Oo naw take me to 
T house"-"lol you don't want to see yo man play"-"yes I just don't
want to be waitin for you to finish in that hot as sun baby". I layed 
back in the set intell we made it to t house.he pulled up an put 
the car in park. An just looked at me-"lol what?"-"you a pretty as 
nigga that's all"-"lol thank you baby I'm your pretty as nigga 
to"-"yeah I no well bae let me gown go love you"-"love you to"- we 
kissed and I got out the car. I watched as he pulled off. It was some 
girls sitting on the stairs talking an looking. One of them got up and 
oped the gate for me.-"thank you"-"you welcome that's yo 
boyfriend"-"yeah"-"Oo y'all just to cute"-"lol thx". She walked back 
over an sat back down I start walking to the back to T house. It was a 
group of people in the pool. Most of them was from westfild you can
tell by the gym shorts. I seen T walking up to me. He was with Tracy 
and Ray nem from practice-"what's good jay"-"what's good T wudup 
Ray&tracy y'all bout to get in?"-"yeah it's hot then a bitch!"-we 
walked to the pool gate an walked in they was staring a nigga 
down.-"yo T where yo key give me some gym shorts?"Oo look on my bed
the door open my bro in there"-I Rand to T house and changed an walked 
back to the pool.-"Ray you not getting in?"-"yeah we was waiting on yo 
buff as lol"-"Oo"- I took my shirt an dived in. T nem was fliping an 
jumpin off shit. I whent over an sat on the stairs.-"You go to 
Hastings?"-some dude ask me-"yeahh why?"-"they all turned and 
looked-"Oo you Jordan? QB rite"-"yeahh"-"them nigga at our school be 
riding yo meat and they don't even no you"-"lol".T nem had came over 
to where I was."Yo jay"-t called me-"Guess who hear look to yo right"-
I looked over-"lmfao"-"Oo baby momma drama!"-it was 
Jaylen,Leah,Ashley,damarquise,mark. ,chirstana, and jasmin. They all
walked in the pool gate.-"heyy jordann"-"lol wudup Jasmin"-"boy you 
betta give me a hug"-I got out the pool an gave her a hug an turned
around-"lol Jordan I see you still got yo female body goin on Get it
miss thickness?"-every body at the pool start laughing -"lol Jasmin
don't hate because you don't got shit on me an imma dude! 
Flatback!"-"lmao iiii jay don't get on her!"-"Ray said-"lol imma leave 
her alone-"Yall go to westfild?"Leah ask-"yeah"-"all y'all?"-"damn 
Leah you can't see all there shorts say westfild biggest day"-"Jordan 
shut up I wasn't talking to yo female built as!"-"Oo you think it's
funny"-"lmao Jordan no homo man but you kinda do got a female body 
bruh!"-"fuck you Ray I thought you was on my side lol"-"I am I'm just 
sayin dude"-"lol wow ayaa girl with blue"-"wassup"-"hold on". I got 
out the pool-"do I have a female body to you?"-"lol kinda but it's 
sexy doe"-"Oo ight that's all I wanted to no DID YALL HEAR THAT ITS 
SEXY DOE!"-I start thinking was that shit true about sex you get 
thicker. When you get fucked. Leah smacked me on my as an took of 
running.-"ight you no you getting in when I get you"- she Rand to the 
other side an took her stuff off an put her phone down. I Rand after 
her jumping over chairs and every thing. I grabed her she was tryna 
get away I throw her in. After that everybody was gettin throw in. It 
was getting dark so everybody just start chillin an stuff at the 
table-"I heard alot about westfild but y'all coo doe"-"yeah no lie 
bruh westfild messy as fuck"-"it is"-one of the girls said. T walked 
passed me an grabed me-"come here!"-every body stoped in looked. He 
pulled me to the gate-"why you got that nigga name!?"-"lol chill he 
got my name an how you no!"-"I seen it when you was taking yo shirt 
off!"-"Oo you mad?"-"he'll yeah I'm mad!"-"lol T you my nigga you want 
me to get yours? Lol"-"yeah and I'm so serious!"-"ight"-I walked back 
over to the table. I seen a car pull up. Everybody was looking it was 
Chris.-"damn he fine"-one of the girls said then all of them was like 
he show is Oo girl he walking over here. Chris walked in the 
gate-"what's good son"-"what's good Chris"-"you ready jay"-"yeah". I 
got up an grabed my phone-"ayaa T my stuff in yo room but I'll get at
y'all later ayaa add me on facebook bruh"-"ight". I walked out the 
gate.-"Baby you stink lol"-"yeah I no I had to get you first it was 
getting late can't let nun happin to you"-"lol awe"-"you dry!"-"naww 
baby you got me all wet"-"lol hold on take them off!"-"um we out 
side!"-"so let them look as long as they don't touch!"-. I put his 
shorts on he had on his boxers we got in the car. And took off.-"lol I 
see your wewe!"-"lol I see it to what you want it?"-"nope"-"Oo okay yo 
lost you staying with me to night?"-"you want me to?"yeah!"-"what if I 
say no!?"-"!you don't have no say so nigga You gown stay!"-"lol okay 
bae"-I smiled and layed back in my seat intell we pulled up to his 
house. I got out da car in waited on him to open the door. I see his 
momma in the living room watching lifetime. So I spoke and we went to 
his room. He walked to the bathroom and cut the shower on."you getting 
in?"-"yeah". We both walked to the shower. He pulled is clothes of and 
walked behind me and start pulling mines off. We got in the shower in
got out. I was tired so I wasn't tryna stay in to long. I put on some 
of his clothes in layed in the bed. He walked over and layed behind me 
and put his arms around me. As we was watchin tv. He kiss me on my 
back. He stopes as his phone start to ring. I dent no who it was so I 
dent ask all I knew he had a serious look on his face."yo bae I gotta 
go take care some stuff tonight! You think I can take you 
home ?"-"yeah chris take me to T house!"-"you mad!?"-"naw". I grab my 
shoes as we walked out the door. We got in the car. I wanted to ask
him what he was going to do but I knew it wasn't good if it had to be 
done at night so I just dent ask!. 10min pass we was pulling up at 
T apt. I grab my shoes and I opend the door. Chris grab my 
hand."bae"-"wassup"-"I can't get a kiss"-"yeah"- I leaned in and gave 
him a kiss."love you"-"love you to". I shut the door and he pulled 
off. I dent have my phone so I could call chris to open da gate so I 
jumpt it. Walking back to chris house it was a group of niggas 
standing around. So I walked passed them I seen one dude i knew. But I 
dent speak.-"you can't speak lil nigga!"-it was this dude name 
taiiwan-"for what taiiwan!"-"what!". I dent say nun I just start 
walking."Jordan come here!". I dent say nun I kelp walking."ayaa dude 
I know you heard my nigga! Bring yo as here!"-I stopped I dent wanna start nun I was alone so I turned my as around.-"wassup taiiwan nigga 
when you start talking to me!"-he pulled me to the side."wasgood with 
me and you?"-"nigga what whatchu mean!"-"Jordan dude we us to be boys 
what happin!"-"taiiwan nigga you start taking the wrng rout sellin 
drugs in shit nigga you dropt out of high school freshman year nigga! 
WTF you think!"-"i no dude but I gotta get it how I can I mean I'm on 
my on jay now!"-"well doing this you gown all ways be on yo on look 
man I gotta go bruh it's late look here 50$ man take care bro! You 
gotta cell?"-"yeah"-"here my number call me if you need some"-"ight 
bet I see you still look out for me"-"all ways bro be safe out here 
I'll hate to see you dead taiiwan!"-"ight bro"-. I walked off see 
taiiwan was a smart dude intell he start fucking around with them 
niggas who thought they was to much for school and dude start fallin 
off. I made my way to T house. I seen that nigga tv on so I taped on 
his window. He looked out den walked to the door."nigga what you doin 
here?"-"chris had to do some I can crash here?"-"jay nigga you no you 
can"-I walked in I seen Ray sleep and Tracy and T was playing 2k11 So 
I walked back to the livingroom and cut the tv on. And sat down next 
to where Ray was laying. I dent wanna bother him so I dent cut it up 
to loud. About 10min pass Ray was waking up but I dent say nun.-"Oo 
wassup Jordan".he said in a deep as voice.-"wasgud bro I woke 
you?"-"yeahh kinda but it's koo doe when you made it over here?"-"not 
to long ago"-"Oo ayaa here yo phone I hope you don't mind I had to 
call my momma and tell her I was staying over here"-"Oo you good man"-
he leand up I guess son dent notice he was hard.-"morning-wood lol"-"Oo 
shit my bad bro a nigga ain't even no"-"lol it's coo cold lol nippols 
hard to lol"-"naww I ain't cold just when I seen you I got happy no 
homo lol"-I hated that no homo shit."yeah whateva you say and why ppl 
say that shit no homo!"-"because I ain't gay!"-"what you just said was 
gay!"-"that's why I said no homo!"-I guess". I sat back in start 
watching tv again.-"soooo"-ray said."sooo what?"-"nun how it is on 
main?"-"it's koo nun to much from the center it's just way 
bigger!"-"Oo koo they got some fine females?"-"yeah"-"Oo koo you still 
talk to Leah?"-"naww"-"what bro! She fuckin fine as he'll!"-"you can
have her den!"-"naw I don't want her!"-he licked his lips in moved 
closer to me.-"I want you sexy lol"-"Ray getcho faggit as on"-"lol 
naww I'm just fucking with yo lil cute as lol no homo"-"dude lol nun!"-
T and Tracy walked in the livinroom-"WHAt the he'll goin on!"-"lol 
nun"-"Oo why I hear all this no homo shit Ray!?"-"lol nigga chill we 
was just talking"-T walked over in sat by me.-"because this rite here all 
mines!"-"lol wow T!"-"WTF Jordan you cheating on me?!"-"wow I'm going 
to sleep y'all niggas to wild!"- T cut off da tv and got up him in 
Tracy & Ray whent in the room. So I just layed there. I grab my phone
and text chris("where you at?-it took him like 10min to reply-takin 
care of some why wassup?-nun just worried..-awe naw I'm good bae gown
get some sleep il be there first thing in the morning-okay I love you
man-lol love you to jay!) I sat the phone back down and turn my head 
to da side and fell asleep.. I got up from the vibration of my phone it 
was my mom calling.("hello- where you at son?-T house?-Oo okay you 
coming home later?-yes ma'am -okay gown go back to sleep love you-love 
you to")
I looked up I seen Ray standin there with his shirt off-"watchu lookin 
at!"-"bitch who it look like!"-"who you callin a bitch boi!"-I dent 
say nun I just put my head back down.-"yeah bet not say nun you no 
what it is lil daddy!"-"okay! Dude shut up now!"-"imma shut up 
alright".. Ray start walkin closer to me but I dent bother to get up. 
Dude was standin over my head-"say some in watch how I put my dick on 
yo face!"-"chill out mann. You do that I swear I'll break yo shit 
nigga!"-"WHAt! Do it!"-"Ray I'm really not playin man!"-"nigga I'm not 
playing!".I dent say nun I just turnd on my stomach. I seen him walk 
away but all I new he had jumpt on me."jay bro it's koo I no you like 
niggas! You can't tell me you don't! You to koo wen you get around T.
And that shit he said earlyer you dent say or do nun"-"whateva dude 
get the fuck off me Ray real talk!"-"nope! So I'm liein dats what you 
say jay?! Huh!"-"dude who the fuck are you! Nigga you betta get off 
me!"-"ells what! And don't try to get up because you can't !"-"lol! 
Wow dude what the fuck you want me to tell you!"-"Do you like niggas?"-
I dent say nun. He was rite to I couldn't get up I tryed I dent wanna 
say nun but fuck it-"yeah I do happy!"-"lol faggit!"-He got off 
me I stood up!-"what you call me!?"-"nigga you mad! Bitch do some 
faggit!"-"Ray man what Eva you ain't even worth it!"-"Oo I ain't"- he
walked up closer to me.-"I ain't worth it Jordan!? Huh since I'm not 
worth it why you pick me to be on da team huh!?"-"because nigga you 
can play that's why!"-"Oo really or you just wanna see this 
dick!"-"Ray dude stop comin at me like that like real talk!"-"I'm not 
coming at you like nun I'm just bein real"-he stepped closer-"well it's 
no I don't want nun from you boy!"-he stepped closer-"really"-he start 
losing up his belt on his pants-"yes really man"-"why you looking down 
huh! Because you want my shit rite?"-"naww not at all I got a 
nigga!"-"so I got a gal!". I dent say nun I just layed back 
down.-"yeah you not ready for this dick nigga!" he said as he walked
off.-I just layed there intell I feel asleep.