How can loving you be so bad - Part 11

Juan

 

As I rocked him in my arms it felt like Saturday was going to be a good day. I really started to wonder what would have happened if I would not have stopped him. As we rocked back in fourth I could feel him pull away. He snapped and started to rant and rave about how I was playing with his emotions. That if it weren’t for me he would never be in the situation it was, that I was the cause of all his issues. I stepped back listening to him and could tell he was just saying all of this in fear of Kara leaving him or outing him to the church. I tried to calm him down but he wouldn’t stop and you know after a while of someone putting the blame on you; you snap!

As the words flowed from my mouth it felt like I was having an outer body experience. I could hear my mouth moving and yet my eyes were locked on his and the fear his eyes possessed made me wonder what I was doing, why couldn’t I stop, what would he think of me after I was done. Like a cold snap thru the arctic my heart was frozen at this point in time and nothing could thaw me out. I laid into him like my life depended on it and he was going to hear me and hear what I had to say.

Craig started to walk away and I grabbed his arm and with all my force I swung my hand back as far as I could and slapped him with the back of my hand across his face. I swung so hard he feel back into the wall and as I heard him scream “What the Fuck” I snapped out of my daze. Craig looked at me with hate and yelled for me to get out of his house. I wasted no time grabbing my shit and walking to my car. I knew if I had stayed we would either fight or fuck and I didn’t want either to happen.

After getting home and taking a hot shower I decided I would go shopping and then slide into the office to get a little work done. I know it’s a Saturday and why the hell would I go into work right seeing I was in charge and all, but I had nothing else to do. Nicole was tending to Kara which I told her to take as much time as she needed, I had just back handed Craig so there was no way I was calling him, and Nana was at church as usual so why not. As I pull up to the mall I was shocked at how hot it was outside; damn I really need to roll down a window sometime. As I walked towards the front door I noticed kat with his wife beater checking me out. I chuckled a little and gave the what’s good nod and kept it moving.

Lenox mall was packed and it seemed everyone was there to get from under the heat. Shit the mall was the best place to be on a hot day, fine people and free air conditioning. Saturday was turning out to be a good day in my head but soon things would change. I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going and I walked right into a glass door in the express men’s store (yes a brotha has to keep his swag up and the $9.99 sale was happening). Everyone turned and looked and I was so embarrassed. If that wasn’t bad enough my nose started to bleed and it got all over the place as I didn’t have any tissues. People came running over to me trying to help me and then on lookers gathered, then mall security came, and before I knew it a huge crown gathered as I had dropped my two bags and it looked like I was attacked. A simple mistake of not watching where I was walking caused a huge scene.

 

As I fought to make my way out of the crowd a feel my ass being grabbed and I know its Lenox mall and all but a brotha was not about to just let that happen. As I turn around to put someone in hey place its none other than Trent.

-          Man you almost got knocked out, u one bold motherfucker I tell ya

-          Man aint no one scared you feeling froggy then jump playa, jump!

-          Oh so you got jokes I see. What are you doing here sir?

-          Not much checking out the scene and grabbing some needed items is all; and you?

-          Aw just grabbing some clothes, then I’m a head to work try and get some done ya feel.

-          Yea I do

 

As I stood there talking to Trent I had not noticed how cute he was. How defined his body was and wonder what it looked like without close. I quickly snapped out of my trans as he asked me:

 

-          So where is Nicole?

-          She is hanging with Kara for the day I’ll probably see her tomorrow or during the week, aint ya’ll buddy buddy shouldn’t you know where she at; at all times.

-          Oh I see you got jokes.

 

I could tell Trent had a plan up his sleeves but I was going to stand strong and not fall for it. So I told him I should be going and like a thirsty nigga he invited himself to tag along.

 

-          So what you gone do while I’m working I don’t need no distractions ya feel

-          Oh I won’t be one unless you want me to be

-          Again with the jokes playa. But if you want to roll you can

-          Aight that’s what’s up. Let’s walk to my car and then I’ll drop you off at yours and I’ll follow you.

-          Cool

 

And like that we were on our way to my office. As I sat in his car I was shocked at how nice the car was. Nicole was the actually radio host and he was her assistant but damn his car was 5 times better than hers and I wasn’t mad at him. So I hopped out of his ride and got in mines. I thought id test his pimpin and see if he could keep up. As I hit the GA400 I punched it and wasn’t gone slow down until I got to 14^th st exit. And to my surprise he kept up the whole way, not missing a beat or a lane change. As we pulled up I noticed Kara’s car was out front still and had a ticket. I grabbed it and walked into the office leaving the door open so Trent could come in. I yelled for Trent to lock the door behind him but got no response. So I made my way to the front and my eyes damn near popped out of my head….