ONCE A GAY ALWAYS A GAY

HEY MY NAME IS TUMBO THATS MY NIK NAME.I AM A THIRTY-ONE YR.OLD HOMOSEXUAL WHO HAS TRIED TO CHANGE MULTIPLE TIMES.I FEEL THAT PEOPLE R BORN GAY BUT ME AND MY YOUNGER BROTHER WERE SEXUAL ASSULTED ON NUMEROUS OCCASSIONS GROWING UP.IT MADE BOTH OF US LOVE MEN AND ANAL SEX.NOW THERE GOES A SAYING THAT GOES THERE IS ALWAYYS ONE GAY OR LESBIAN IN THE FAM.BUT IN MY IMMEDIATE FAMILIE'S CASE THERE R TWO.NOW DO YALL THINK THAT JUS ONE OF US WOULDVE BEEN GAY IF IT WASNT FOR THE RAPES BY OUR FATHER WHEN WERE 6 AND 9 YRS OF AGE.OR NONE OF US?I AM NOT ASHAMED TO BE GAY AT ALL.EVERYONE KNOWS ME IN MY SMALL TOWN BUT NOT EVERYONE KNOWS MY STORY.I GO TO CHURCH PROUD IN MY BIG YELLOW FEATHERS AND EVERYTHING(REAL TALK.)....

JUS RECENTLY IVE BEEN HAVING A CHANGE  OF HEART.IVE BEEN WATCHING THE MEN ALL MY LIFE AND I NOTICE HOW THEY TREAT WOMEN.IVE BEEN TRYIN TO GO STR8 UP WIT WOMEN.BUT IT AINT WORKIN.ALOT OF GAYS HANG WIT WOMEN.NOT ME THOUGH,I HANG WITH LOTS OF GAYS AND WOMEN FRIENDS SOMETIMES.I TOLD ALL MY FRIENDS THAT IM TRYIN SO HARD TO BE REGULAR AND ALL THEY SAY IS HAVE FUN TRYIN AND LAUGH AT ME.

LETS KEEP IT REAL STR8 MEN TREAT LADIES HORRIBLE AND SO DID I ONE NITE,I WAS AT THE CLUB AND I SAW A GIRL I (SO CALLED) WANTED TO HOLLA.LETS JUS SAY I DID WHAT I SAW OTHER GUYS DO AND I SLAPPED HER BUTTOX.SHE CUSSED ME OUT UP AND DOWN AND SAID ONCE A FAG ALWAYS A FAG.I FELT TERRIBLE AND FOR WHAT I DID AND WHAT SHE SAID.I APOLOGIZED TO HER LATER ON THAT NITE BECAUSE LIKE I SAID EVERYONE KNOWS WHO I AM BUT THEY DONT KNOW ME OR MY HISTORY.SO WE TALKED SHE SAID IT WAS OK AND WALKED AWAY.I KNOW ALOT OF GAYS WHO HAVE TRIED TO GO STR8 BUT COME RITE BACK TO PENIS.I GUESS BECAUSE WE REALIZE THAT NOONE TAKES US SERIOUS.

IVE ALWAYS ACCEPTED MY GAYNESS BUT I KNOW IM A MAN.I WOULD GET INTO FULL BLOWN ARGUMENTS WITH WOMEN LIKE A WOMAN WOULD BUT I KNOW NOT TO HIT.I JUS SWING MY HEAD AND SWITCH OFF LIKE IM THE SHIT WHEN THINGS GET TOO HEATED OR THEY PULL KNIVES AND SHIT.

ONCE A GAY ALWAYS A GAY AND IM DAMN PROUD.SO DO YALL KNOW N E GAYS LIKE MYSELF.DO YALL HAVE N E IN YA FAMS.R THEY STR8 UP WIT IT?