The way it is...

                  you cant depend on this bitch for nothing. i swear she kills me ....she gonna be late to her own dam funeral. tete a.k.a teniesha has been my bestie for 16 years strong and still counting. knowing her she's probably washing some unknown male scum up off of her. i love her with all my heart but she is a nasty bitch. i mean when i say she beat me to the punch with everyting i mean it. she was the first to do everything. i was always asking her what to do in any situation and she always had my back. the funny thing is i was 3 years older than tete. the shit i was scared to do in my early teens tete already did n was a pro at it . tete was an only child she never knew her dad and her mom....lets just say was never home more like crackwhore. yeah crackwhore sums that up. so tete was always fending for self. what saved her ass from drifting away was her ability to have a heart and feelings even when she didnt even know what love was. ofcourse she had a  well and niggaz are going to die thirsty. if i remember correctly i was 17 and a virgin when  i met tete and she was 14 and already ready had 2 grown men under her belt. let them tell it she was suppossidly getting raped but she enjoyed every minute of it. She told me that even though they rushed her and themselves to hurry and finish she secretly wished they would take their time. so when she felt it was time to get a man that  she could teach and be allowed to walk around with.... it was a renolds. tete was what u called a butta face body was tight but the face just wasnt right. she had a lazy eye no eyebrows (long stroy she paints them on everyday) dark skin and her hair was about an inch off her head dsl lips pearly whites and a  lil round nose. from the back with the right weave job u would have thought u hit the jack pot. she will throw on the shades to get u fly ballers trust and believe that bitch has a magic stick. I on the other hand was a dime peice...yesss i had it going on i knew i did u knew i did she knew i did shit everybody knew i did. i mean i was 5' 8 150 caremel complexion long jet black natraul cruly hair pearly whites and they called me Cokah .....so imagine that figure.

               the door bell ..... i gotta be to court in 30 mintues this better be t ass i thought to myself. who is it? its me bitch i know im late just open the dam door. i opened the door and this bitch looked like she had a bullet proof vest on. i was like wtf!!... whats the story this time t ? i asked as i put the dryer back up so it could be ready to dry these flat twist she was about to hook me up with. my eyes dam near jumped outta their sockets when Tete was pulling he shirt over her head and stacks of jacksons seperated by rubber bands dropped to the floor as she said... bitch i told u i was with Cream last night at the Trump on 17th n M. i also told u what was going to happen. that nigga blew my back out..i mean he really had a bitch eyes in the back of her head catching fucking charlie horses n shit. i almost let the dick take over my mind then i thought about how good i would look in that Cavarlli fur with that 2500 dollar bone straight hair piece and did me. shot that nigga from the back wit Nina (9mm) just when he thought he was getting round two of this fat ass t said as she made it clap and her ass cheeks literally did a butterfly motion. this bitch showed no emotion. i was crackin up but in the back of my mind i was like this bitch really got issues... shes crazy. she continued.... Usaully i do good about not makin a mess but he was really tryna move with 3 bullets in his back like he was superman so i kept shooting til he stop moving. there was blood everywhere so i took my time to get everything squeaky clean after i choped his ass n 3 peices. bitch what did u do with him? i threw his ass in the closet then called room service to bring me up a breakfast platter cause after that shit i had no energy and my stomach was a lil weak.i had to get sum nutrients in me so i could come do ur hair bitch. Tete i told u a million times that that telli is hot Dee run shit all up in through there. Cokah u know me i checked in and out as Lisa White.i leaves nuttin behind and i did too much dirt with and for that nigga. he had to go. i like to have no worries i sleep better at night knowing all my demons are sacred. anyways... i dont know why u like to use black gel u got that pretty hair where is your jam at. its in the up stairs bathroom on the second shelf behind the door i said to tete as i was pouring me a cup of black coffee. shit where are my ciggeretts!? i need life support dealing with this chick in the AM. Tete never did me wrong i was thinking while scoping me out n my full length mirror i finally put by the front door. i dont know what it was about that mirror but one look in it not only told me if i looked hot or not. it told what i was missing from the outfit and what i was forgetting period. oh shit ...see what im saying . where the fuck was i going without my state voucher for rent. T imma holla at u in the PM call me if u need anything b4 i come home cause i know ur ass aint going no where. u got that right T said while wrapping up up her 1000 dollar weave job. i got some sleeping to catch up on and u know my dreams be outta this fuckin world. so why i control these demons i need you to do your part and continue to rape the city.

         its been 4 years since me and tete rent came outta our pockets. i was on section 8 and would have to renew my voucher of paid rent 4 the year every january. nevermind tete was fucking the 60 year old judge in charge of the ny district. tete clients was up there. she could murder 2 people in broad daylight a get 5 days in the lavish cell with lil kim ok. she got me off a 20 gram charge which would have been a felony but the case was dropped. we were living pretty. 3 story house , let the court tell it and it was 5 people living in that house. ofcourse not me and tete held it down. so section 8 was 1 part of free rent... ballers was another part. the judge was a another part and tax writeoffs was another part. we had so much shit from furniture to clothes we redecoorated according to the seasons. we would always donate our fly good shit to good will, the salvation army & red cross. every writeoff paid off over 5 g's i mean we had a clean legal hustle. now tete just had to include ballers which i think is unnessary and a lil messy if u ask me. she kills me when she thinks she determines weather a nigga need to die or not. dont get me wrong the bitch is vicious and she defintely had her reasons but that just didnt sit well with me. one night she came in cryin i mean balling but...calmy yeah wierd!! . the tears was fallin one after another in a rapid pace. she walked right passed me to the living room marble bar which stayed stacked with the finest from Don P to Crystal poured her a cup of henny straight on the rocks lit a jack sat down on her favorite puff leather rocking chair and said finally. i was like ohh shit... what happened now!?!. she motioned for me to sit on the lazy boy next to her and as i did she told one of her many revenge stories.........to be continued