My love has a limit 2

After I Hurd of Devins untimely death via the news &family I immediately powered my phone off I caught a flight back to Nevada as if I had never left California, I spoke with the police after I put on my award winning performance I left every officer with no assumption that It could have ever possibly been me. I was cleared of all suspicions &eventuLly his case was declared a unsolved murder and was closed ofcourse I had to cause a fake seen hearing that news. it was the furthest thinq from un believeable.. When It came time for me to view Devins body I made sure to put tuna in my mouth just before I walked in it never failed to make me throw up when I was forced to eat it as a child, I walked in not knowing what to expect, when I seen his mutilated head laying there without a body I doubled over in hurt &pain atleast that's what I lead them to believe truth is I couldn't contain my laughter which I made sure to disguise as whimpers &screams eventually I swallowed the tuna &turned around as if I could take no more I threw up &replied it's him I shook my head &ran out with tears rolling down my face, I really did love devin with all my heart, &this rt here was the end result of the limit my love had reached with his sick betrayal, these tears let me kno I was still human after all and that I too had feelings,but as quick as they came the quicker I was to clear them out why the fuck would I cry over a dis-honest, dis-loyal dirty dick ass nigga? Who proved he had no love or respect for me? Is what I asked myself Yeah, I didn't see a reason either, pullin out the parking lot I got myself together I turned up my system how ironic eves love is blind was in my ears &at that moment I had lived the words to that song all I could do was laugh, nodd my head, &make my way 2the bank 2draw this cash out... When I seen my account balance that read well over 12 million dollars I almost fainted I knew it was that amount, but to be able to touch that many 100's was makin me high I printed my account balance &walked away smiling like the grinch who stole Christmas Inside my doctors office I lost my breath I waited until I gained my composure &asked doctor moss to repeat what he said as if my results would change he repeated mr. McLean u tested positive for gonnorhea I passed out again as if it was my first time hearing it when I came to I was in the e/r my penicillin shot had been given to me, the doctor explained that I was ok &i would be discharged shortly, I couldn't believe devins dirty dick ass didnt have the decency to protect me, he infected not only my body, but now my mind &soul was corrupt.my clean CDC file just became extinct, only good thing was my STD was curable &had he not been dead already he would have been by tonight now i felt even more proud of myself that i had paid the coroner to cut his burnt crispy durty dick off &put it in his mouth i hope he could taste his gonnorhea BITCH good money spent. I got up &my head seen dollar signs &i knew just what would ease my mind,Hittin that big bright ass las Vegas mall was my all day mission these stores knew me &they knew I spent big money they also knew devin had passed, so alot of Things I picked up I ddnt even have to pay for what a life I had? Cone to think of it I was glad devin did what he did now I was able to get shit free cuz a worthless bitch ass nigga died? Lol I need to find another worthless nigga to kill I thought to myself... My phone rang interrupting my thought process... Hi, mo ;don't u hi, mom me u psycho muthafucka word on the street is u killed my son you can't expect to walk around in these streets as if u don't bleed nigga pay back is coming for yo ass promise click to say my heart beat out my chest would be an understatement I almost died &went 2hell i hit my steering wheel &made a call to my lawyer I always had him on deck just invade &this time was no different if she planned on turnin me in I was ready for her, I made another call to one of devins home boys tre a reckless nigga from devils hood in Compton blood!!! who had no problem pullin a trigger, I knew he had sum good fat long dick, from the conversations me &his ex had before devin passed mmm &now at the thought of it I wanted sum seeing if I could convince him 2commit a murder for me while his nut spilled down my throat proved to be no hard task 2me I always won in the end &that would be killing to birds with 1stone, only problem was devins mother had took tre in when his dope firms for a mother was literally selling his 11 year old ass to support her sickening drug habit, but we all kno my ass is power &it could make niggas do some crazy things yes it could turn man into fools &thats just what I planned to do