The Dilema PT. 1

(THE DILEMA, THE TEMPTATION) I was a freshman in college and it was coming up on mid-terms. I had to work late all week and had no time to study. I was beginning to feel like a virgin again with no time for a relationship except with my vibrator who even was no getting any action. I rushed into the door late Friday evening to find my roommate and her boyfriend going at it like a bunch of wild animals. They were so passionate and fierce, it was like watching a train wreck….I couldn’t stop watching them. God I was so jealous of her….she looked like a damn goddess. Long ,luscious hair, huge breasts and a small waist with a pretty nice ass. She was perfect and here I was staring at them having sex…Ugh I could just kill myself for not saying anything but just tip towed into my room. It’s not like she hadn’t asked me to join in with them a few months ago but here I am this just girl, the girl next door. I didn’t feel like I was good enough for them. Sure I guess I’m cute, most guys want to fuck me then I seem to just be this person that they fucked. I needed to get out of the house and study! With all this OOOHHHH YYESSSSS yelling I couldn’t concentrate so I changed into a little cute outfit (plaid skirt, white buttoned top and my glasses of course) grabbed my book and decided to sneak out the less tempting exit….the window…. (THE LIBRARY) I slid open the window and climbed out trying not to look suspicious just as my neighbor saw me getting into his car. He shook his head and drove off. I was just about a block away from the library when I saw this hot guy getting off his bike and making his way into the library. “Damn” I murmured under my breath as we both got to the front door about the same time. I went for the handle and just then he grabbed it to open it so I could go in before him. He was quite taller than I was, (I love tall men) and so I got a little flushed as we both went inside.