CONFESSIONS OF A STR8 MASSAGE THERAPIST

I'm a cool person, down to earth, I stay out the way, keep to myself and mind my own business. I am certified to give massages and I'm very good at what I do. I am a married man with kids who uses what I do to provide. I never questioned why I chose to do what I do until I was asked to come in and service some of the athletes at a well known college in my city. I went over the contractual obligations and the $$$ was good so I accepted, it was on a momentary basis so it was cool. my first day was fine, and weeks later I was still here. Some of the guys would request me after awhile. I must say that college athletes are treated a whole lot better than your average starving kids in school.

I guess you could say things took a turn when I started being asked to stay after practices kind of late, I would be tipped under the table no biggie. I was secondary to the massage therapist that the college had on campus if I ever had any issues with what I was doing I went to him. he was a cool man very knowledgeable and very willing to guide a person like myself in the right direction. I went to him about these request for later hours and he told me "do what you are told, fill your pockets up and keep your mouth closed." That was kind of weird for me as I did not expect it. Over time the coaches wanted massages, and I done my job to me that’s what it was.  .  . . a job. My mindset never moved on that until one night I was asked to wait after practices for the team, the season was starting and these guys were really getting their stuff  together. I did not think anything of  them asking me to stay over the team was training and lifting and going over plays every day!

I cleaned my work room and walked out to kind of interrupt a conversation between the older massage therapist that was mentoring me and the man that was in charge of making sure the fellas had what they needed. it was apparent the conversation was sort of serious but I kept to myself. I went back to my task making sure I was stocked on towels and everything else I needed. I was interrupted by the older guy coming into my space asking me how I liked the job how things were panning out and how comfortable I was with what I was doing. He later stated that many of the dude like me and enjoyed my skills. For me it’s important to be respected for my work. I take mad pride in that! We had about an hour or so until the dudes came in and hit the showers and then it was time for the ones who were scheduled to get rubbed down. Mr. Glenn(that’s the older guys fake name for this story) told me that today we would be working in a room with two tables and that things would be different as he wanted to get a look at what I was doing. He said he wanted to make sure I was doing things right. No big deal to me watch me and take notes.

as the conversation progressed he advised me that today would also be a little different as I would be being trained on the starters for the game a group of male athletes that he was basically reserved for. He told me no matter what to do as I was told to keep my mouth shut and if I ever got lost in direction to look up and do as he did. He called me by name as that statement put me in a trance of question inside my mind. "why would he say something like this?" he told me that his group of individuals done things a little different but as long as I remained professional and kept what happened in the locker room always remained confidential I would do great. I was fine with that as in my mind there was not much to talk about. I mean sure the guys came and laid on my table fresh out the shower, I seen dicks and azz all the time. I really was not fazed by it, to me it was human anatomy.

the first two young guys came in, in their towels, nothing out of the norm. the massage tables were parallel so I could always see Mr. Glenn and he could always see me. We started the massage and things were coo. This group of guys I had never touched before as they were strictly his guys so my touch was kind of new to them. The young man I was doing light weight hummed, he let out a slight grunt that was mixed with a moan. This young man was about 6'5 230 lbs of nothing but muscle v taper, 360 waves nice looking dude (no homo) when he laid on my table he laid down on his stomach. I always turn my back to the person being served when they get under the sheet naked as I don’t want them to be uncomfortable or embarrassed I do so and he told me he was ready, he requested that I really work his back and so I did. I never had a dude make the noises he made, so I would ask throughout the massage was he alright, or if I was doing something wrong, he would always tell me "you are doing everything right!" It was time for him to flip over on his back and I spoke to him in a low tone that it was time, he stated that he was almost sleep, I told him I would turn my back so he could adjust the sheet as I did before, he told me no need we both men, I need you to keep rubbing on me.

The young dude turned over and I see he was semi hard, that’s not uncommon, the purpose of a massage is to primarily aid and cause blood flow, as well as aid in the prevention of toxins building up. Yo! With any dude if you mashing on him and directing blood to flow THATS EXACTLY WHAT ITS GONNA DO! I worked his chest his arms his neck, I done all the things I normally do. It was no time for me to work his inner thighs, and so I did, at first it seemed as though he could not keep his legs in place so I used a lil force to keep it in place that was cool. He then asked me if I could go up higher as he was a lil sore there I always do as asked. I could not help but graze ole boy's nuts as I massaged his inner thighs. I knew this took a turn when I seen him bite his bottom lip. I took my focus off him as I knew I would freak out in seeing a dude enjoy my hands like this, so I looked over to Mr. Glen who was also working his clients inner thighs, the dude on his table  had dick pointing straight up like an arrow giving directions on a freeway lol hahahahah! Mr. Glen kept working.  I noticed that he worked his inner thigh a lil different then I did, he caught my paying too much attention to his style and cleared his throat and gave the head nod to focus on my table. I caught the gesture and done my job. I mashed on ole boy like never before, I am a lil competitive and the fact that Mr. Glenn kind of made it seem like he had something on me for some reason made me feel as though I had something to prove! I worked that boy on my table like dough in a bakers shop. His dick was on brick and that put me on pause, Mr. Glen then speaks in a slow commanding tone "use your forearm to pin that dick down and keep working his inner thigh he's a cramper." I did as I was told, however I notice the more pressure I put on the boy the more my forearm would slither over his dick.

This was not okay but Mr. Glenn was watching and I could not let him know that I was being affected like this I did my job. The young man on my table let me know that I was finally working the pain out and to please not stop I did as I was told and I kept applying the even pressure on his inner thighs and using my forearm to keep his dick out of my way. I worked and worked and worked! and I continued to mash those inner thighs into limp noodles I could see beads of sweat forming across the man’s forehead he looked as if he was trying to keep himself together I kept working and working and his breathing shifted it became labored and steady, he had low growls on the ends of his exhale. "please sir don’t stop! Please! Don’t stop!" The next thing I knew this young man had busted a serious nut all over my forearm, his chest the floor (as the nut shot up over top of his head, and his neck and chin. The nut skeeted out in steady streams powerful but steady. Inside I felt like I had done something wrong but professionally I did not want anyone to think I was affected. In this business people can develop complexes fast from normal bodily reactions. I had never been nutted on but I was not about to allow that to affect my $$$$.

I asked him to lay there and told him that I would bring him some towels to clean up, as I walked away the young man spoke to Mr. Glenn "hey yo! Glenn! We might have a replacement for you! hahahah!" I came back and I noticed that Mr. Glen was masturbating the young man on his table while pinning him down with one arm and oiling up the boys dick with the other. The boy looked as if he was fighting to break free but succumbing to what was happening to him, you heard him whispering "please! Please! OMG!" all you heard from Mr. Glen was "shhhhh.  .  .  . this is natural" his voice low and commanding, instructional like. "stop fighting, stop fighting.  .  .  .  .  .shhhhh.  .  .  .  .  .  control your body don’t let it control you, focus and ride it out man." With that ole boy busted hard and his dick erupted like a fountain landing an inch short of my shoe. I looked down walked back over to my table gave the boy the towels and advised him that he could use them to clean up. "hey yo! Mr. massage man you aint gone wipe off the mess you made?" I looked at him and then looked internally. I wiped him off without thinking about it and gave him a towel to leave the room with he gave me dap and said thanks I hope to see you again next week, I'm going to request you.

The two young men walked in one after the other I hurried up and cleaned my table off as the next jock would be in here in 20 minutes. Mr. Glen came over to me "you did good for a rookie!" most of em get scared or angry and bounce, your going to do fine here, just do as you are told and your $$$ will be sure. I said not a word I cleaned my area Mr. Glenn headed for the door and called two names. Dontae and Thomas! You're up! I looked at my roster and they were not set until last? I did not say a word I followed my lead, what the heck! either way I was getting paid! "your schedule says your doing Dantae but Thomas is the smaller of the two I imagine you will be able to handle him, remember if you get lost do what you see." WHAT THE f*&K ELSE COULD POSSIBLY GO ON IN THIS ROOM? I already basically jacked off someone’s son and needed to wash my arm off! The boys came in high fived and laid down on the table(s) I started out my massage this time with the young man on his back that way if he got hard I could direct him on his stomach and not have to deal with any contact to dick. I massaged ole boy and worked my hands, I mashed, and mashed and mashed and mashed. Thomas told me he did not think he would be able to walk after getting up I told him to flip over and I turned my back to him as I did with the last young man " You got a lil dick?  You aint never seen a big boi before?" Naah man I gots all the dick I need I replied, I’m being professional man. "well don’t be professional to me, look at me man I’m a man like you don’t turn your back on me, I don’t trust peoples whose eyes I can’t see."

I did as I was told and done my massage, I kind of forgot Mr. Glen was in the room until noises from the other table caused me to focus attention. We had to have been in this room mashing on these boys for at least 45 mins. at this point Mr. Glen and Dantae were facing me Mr. Glenn had Dantae from behind stroking his dick steady and firm, this was some crazy shyt going on in this college locker room! He was holding him across his chest while at the same time playing with the boys nipple, the boys expression on his face looked as if he was in pain but getting sweet relief. I went back to my job. Mr. Glen then spoke. "Do what you see newbie." Was this dude telling me to stroke another man’s dick? Ummmmmmmmm.  .  .  .  .  .   naah I’m not with that! I went back to what I was doing, and it was Thomas that stated "yo!! my man you better do what you're told, I seen Mr. Glenn mess things up for many people. EVERYTHING IS GOOD HERE! Just make sure I can’t walk right when I leave and you’ll be fine. I know your new but when you leave there will be an envelope in your cubby, that’s your side $$$$ from the team as long as you keep us mashed up and empty, we will keep your pockets fat bro." I swallowed. I though, Thomas talked me into how to do this, he began to jack his dick and then put my hand over top of his. I said yo!! I'm not gay." He said dude in here aint no gay this is about us being cared for an you getting paid. He took my hand put it over top of his dick and moved it up and down, after a while I noticed his hand was gone, and I was jacking it alone. what did this mean for me? Mr. Glenn advised me to face him and Dantae, to pin Thomas as securely as he had pinned Dantae. This resulted in both boys in the center of the massage table with their feet off the edge their legs gaped open and the two masseuse in between their legs from behind. I pinned Thomas just as I seen Mr. Glenn pined Dantae Thomas said you doing good man a lil tighter and play with ya bois nipple for me now, grip this dick tight and firm steady the stroke and watch Mr. Glenn.

I said yo this aint right! We should not be doing this! With that Mr. Glen let go of Dantae who was so into what was being done to me that when Mr. Glenn let go he kind of was thrown onto the table forwards. His eyes longing and glassy. "THE NEWBIE HERE THINKS THIS IS WRONG, HE THINKS YALL DONT WANT THIS TELLHIM BOYS!" " yO! my DUDE I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU TRIPPIN ON BUT I NEED THIS MAN TO FINISH!" You see newbie this is about silent power and loud dominance, these boys know when they come in here we get their muscles right, but they get a lil cocky so you gotta show em who runs this show. with that he yanked Dantae up in the pinned position he was in and played with his nipple Dantae reached for his dick. "boy you touch that dick, and I assure you it will be your last time in this room!" Dantate resisted but longed, his eyes looked at me begging me to keep going. Thomas looked at Dantae and told him to hold on it was gone be cool. At this point I’m like dang! Mr. Glenn advised me that if those boys reported that they felt uncomfortable with me I would be reported and that would be bad for my business, he then asked the boys were they comfortable. "naaah not right now." "no sir! I'm not comfortable." iF I WERE YOU I WOULD DO AS I WAS TOLD. He was right this $$$ was steady and it was an opportunity. I pined ole boy up and went to work he let out a breath and tried to fight against me!

Mr. Glenn: Now you hold him and you let him know who is in control newbie, you see the fight on the court, the fight for the ball and they dominate those groupies but in here they understand that you hold the power! you got that boy pinned and he is fighting you to break free to release himself but he can’t because your dominating him, your holding him, but embracing him this forces them to submit to you but want you, while you’re doing this pay attention you have a tight steady grip on that oozing dick he has he is submitting to you, and because of the submission you reward him with a non stopping steady from of release, you tweaking his nipple advises him that you are aware of his sensitivity and you will use it against him, but for his good. you hold that boys dick in your hand, you hold all his power! With that he sped up on Dantae and he began to moan but it sounded like it was mixed with a cry, he was not in pain but you could see it was so good to him that he could not take it mentally or physically. I seen this and gripped Thomas tighter across the chest at this time he was still trying to fight me. "REMEMBER WHAT I SAID NEW BOY! YOU HAVE THE POWER!" I could not believe I was falling for this bull shyt but nothing was about to mess with my $$$$$$. I grip that boy and positioned myself behind him keeping his legs gapped with him on his knees leaning up and back on to me. My mind snapped I was in control of this boy! this piece of machinery I was running him and his very need was in my hands! " Sir please! Damn! Mr. Glen you said he was new! shyt! It's toooo GOOD!" My lips were on his ear and I whispered to him shut the fu*k up man, don’t fight me, let me d my job, let me do this, you wanted it and I’m going to finish, I kept my lips on his ear as it caused a break in his bucking "you like this Thomas?" "These hands good to you boy!" Thomas went into a trance like state his breathing got funny.

At this tim Mr. Glenn had Dantae panting "Mr. Glen don’t stop man! Please don’t stop!" with that Mr. Glen nibbled on the boys neck, I was not about to do that I did nip Thomas ear with my teeth a lil bit, by this time I am breaking a sweat Thomas is tensing up and I am tweaking his nipple holding him up tight and I never changed the pressure on that big 12 inch dick in my hands. To my surprise I was hard I had not paid any attention what the hell was going on ? I kept at my job Thomas had to have felt my hard dick on his azz but I guess he was too focused on how I was making him feel to care, I said look! I don’t want to lose my job but I don’t want you to not be please so I’m do something and you just roll wit it aiight. To that he nodded yes as for some reason he could not speak I began to suck on his ear lobe and let out a gasp and his whole body tightened! in between breaths he let me know he was about to bust! Dantae was across the room bucking like a demon that was being told to COME OUT! but did not want to! He was begging Mr. Glenn to let him come! This whole time Mr. Glenn was edging this boy and he was so filled he was aching you could hear it. I seen this and whispered in thomas ear " I would never play you like that, I'm here for you, so now imma ask you to gimmie this nut young buck." "keep doing it man!" I stroked Thomas faster and held him tighter to me and no he was reaching back with his hands reaching back for my head I was ready for this to be over my hand was cramping but I was not getting reported, I stroked and stroked and finally ! Thomas tightened up! when he bust his nut it was as if all life left his body he yelled but no sound came out! he gasped but no exhale would follow, he shuttered but his body could not fight the affects of the release. This dude skeeted so hard he shot Dantae.

Once Dantae seen this he blasted all over Mr. Glenn’s hands and across the room but it did not reach Thomas. I then followed Mr. Glenn’s orders "NOW RIP OFF OF THEM!" I DID AS I WAS TOLD. I watched as both boys collapsed on to the tables they were on. Mr. Glenn advised me that even though we controlled them we had to always keep them in a place where they had to ride their own orgasm, they had to find a way to conquer that, for if we stroked them to finish then what we would do mentally is push them to depend on us and as men we depend on no one, these are grown men physically but still young boys that needed to be guided mentally, it was kind of a weird way to look at things. To see Thomas in a state of uncontrolled release and know that it was because of me made me feel a charge on dominance that I had never felt, that boy looked at me with lust, fear, and wanting, with question and desire all at the same time, when he finally came to he looked like a crack addict high from the pipe and he told me that Glenn was the man up till now and that he was going to let everybody know it, the boy tried to get up off the  table but his body was not adjusted, I helped him lay down so he would not fall.

Mr. Glenn told me I could leave and he would clean up, I went to get my keys from my cubby to go home there I found a envelope written on it was "newbie" inside was a paper that said, the teams likes you, now show us how much you like us back. $ $400, season tickets, and some v.i.p passes. I have so many questions about myself after this. I feel like I am not a man, but I still must provide for mines. yeah I still do some work at the college when they call, and there is talk of me taking over Mr. Glenn’s spot. I don’t want no trouble, I don’t want no drama, I do like knowing that I can make others body tremble and shake and betray them due to the manipulations of my hands. This under the table $$ aint bad either. My dad always said always have a hustle and never disrupt it unless a better hustle comes along.

What to do ?