ThiS is my life

Im so discouraged Im bein mis-guided Im under the influence of oppinion. Thats why im so mad this is me, im so hurt this is me, and this is my life? Im still tryna find out where i shuld b, still strugglin wit who i shuld b becauseof what they say i shuld b, but why shuld i take into consideration what they want from me? I gotta do me, only i know whats best 4me, and i gotta make me happy. So i gotta just go wit this I just wanna grow and b happy with me, im tryna take the time 2love me,and get 2know me so why cant i just b? L= tha love i want 2suRround me I= my insecurities low self esteem up in these streets D= the damage caused 2me but ima b aight cuZ this is my life