Articles posted on Jul 29, 2010

 I knew what he wanted.  I could sit here and tell you that I wasn’t aware, that some part of me was somehow clueless to what I was walking into, but that would be a lie.  And in all my deviant perverse nature, one thing I am not is a liar. 
 
I wanted to be abused, used, taken, forced, seduced, humiliated.  I wanted to loose control of everything.   I had grown tired of my world…Tired of my normalcy, tired of my structure.   So tonight I did what I dared never do.  Tonight I was going to be relentless, risky, depraved, and simply pray that I came out alive…..
 
I went to his house.  I had heard so many terrible things about him.  His dark nature, his sexual appetite, his desire for pain and dominance, his talent for making you suffer to a state of abysmal climactic ...