Articles posted in February 2010

                    Killer Clown
 
I laid there with my eyes shut somewhere between dreamland and reality, more restless than a dime-store whore sitting in the front pew, Sunday, on Easter Morning.  If I had to explain the state of consciousness I was in I’d have to say it felt like I was in a damned Steven King movie clip because the air around me smelled stale – musty like a vacant locker room after all the football players had showered and left.  There was one lone drip hitting the bottom of a porcelain sink with a spooky, echoing ping, and I kept repeatedly trying to open my eyes, but they felt like they were glued shut. 
My mouth felt cotton-dry on the inside and when I tried secreting saliva from the glands to wet my whistle, the insides of my ...

                   Strange Fruit
 
The tension in Nick's and my relationship was tighter than a frog’s pussy, and I knew that my insecurity was the main culprit, but I just couldn’t seem to stop obsessing over him.  I had never met anyone as kind, sweet, and handsome as he; the fear of losing him was absolutely overwhelming.  I had always been treated like a semen receptacle for men (Both anally and orally).  Sex with men, prior to Nick had always been void of passion, sensuality, and warmth.  It was always, lift up your legs, get on all fours, open up your mouth, swallow this dick and the ultimate request let me squirt it in your face. 
I always felt such a loss of pride whenever I had sex because it never mattered if I had gotten mine or not – ...

                Neither One of Us
 
Kimora’s rundown on all the drama that went on there at Lilly’s while I was sailing the beautiful, crystal clear waters of the Caribbean didn’t help elevate my spirit in the least – as a matter of fact, it reminded me just why I had left in the first place.  I didn’t care so much that Missouri Meadows had won top honors in our yearly contest because she really was deserving of it.  I was glad that she got the chance to make peace with her dad as well, not every gay person is that lucky to have their family embrace them and accept them as they are.
Now, I can honestly say this though, I was rather intrigued to learn that Sunny Skies had received the, long overdue, special delivery package intended for her, and I hoped that it ...

Oh my God what in the world was wrong with Jade? I swear if someone laid a hand on her I was going to spend the rest of my life in jail. I was so mad I could feel myself getting ready to blackout.” Ugh!”  I screamed as I was dialing her number my hand started shaking rapidly and hit the wrong contact number twice. I was so mad at myself I started cursing my own self out. I finally hit the right number. Driving down Liberty Road with this broken ass window.
“Hello,” Jade said I could still hear the crying tone in her voice.
“What the hell is wrong with you? Are you ok? Where are you at?”  I had asked her so many questions she hadn’t had time to answer the first one before I spit out another question. I was nervous and mad at the same time.
“You will never guess what happened?” she didn’t even let me ask her what ...

Ring…
Ring…
Ring…
Ring…
I swear I hate calling my sister this hussy never answers the phone when she’s with her dog, oops I mean boyfriend.  I hated Sean he was a low grade Trey Songz without the sex appeal and the abs. He was a dog in its purest form. “Come on Jade answer the damn phone.  This is my seventh time calling and I know that damn blackberry never leaves her side.  I haven’t talked to her all day we never miss a day talking.”
“Hello, you have reached Jade Exum sorry I’m unable to take your call right now. Leave a detailed message after the beep.”
“Beep”
“Jade this is your twin Teal. Remember me; you know the one who came out of mom June 16th 1983 with you. You’re probably with Sean, look call me back as soon as possible this is important.”  As I hung ...

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Chapter 6
Dorian was livid. She just knew those bitches were trying to fuck without her. She felt betrayed. She had been seeing Kima for 4 months. She had finally acquired the object of her desire: Sephora. And she was smooth enough to have them @ the same time. Now they were out ripping and running cutting her out of the picture. As Dorian sat and thought about the situation she decided that it wasn’t that serious. Marc and Reggie were best friends so it made sense that Kima and Sephora would hang out. She would apologize to both ladies later.
When Reggie left Sephora’s house it was about 715 am. Sephora was already “calling the hogs” when he got out the shower. He kissed her and left. His mother called while he was in route home and asked if he would mind bringing some things from the store. It was out of his way and he was tired but he would do ...

Chapter 5
After their make up sex Sephora and Reggie made plans for dinner that night. Shortly after Reggie left Sephora drifted off to sleep. Sephora awakened to her cell phone and door bell ringing. It was 7 am when she last looked @ the clock, which now read 1030 am. “What the fuck?” she said aloud. She hit ignore on her phone without seeing who was calling. “Hold on!!” she yelled @ whomever was @ her door. She was still naked so she slid into a pair of Old Navy yoga pants and a t-shirt. She bolted down the stairs to the door. She looked out the peep hole and saw Marc. She wondered what he wanted; he must be looking for Reggie. She opened the door and said, “Hey Marc, Reggie went home.”
“Yeah, yeah I know. I wanted to talk to you about something.”
“Oh okay.” Sephora said confused. She stepped aside so ...

                     Confessions  
 
“It seems just like yesterday when I saw my whole world crumble…I was dressed in a black tux and tails, the day was absolutely crisp and clear, and an array of family and friends were crammed in the pews, sitting together to witness what was supposed to have been my wedding day…but then…in the midst of all those smiling faces…this monster’s lust filled grin knocked me off of my path and I wound up…” The brotha named Stanley said, pausing before completing his confession. 
Everyone sitting in their chairs could not take their eyes off of this guy, who was literally pouring his heart out.  He had one of the most painful expressions on his face that I had ever seen and he spoke ...

 
Chapter 4
“So yall know each other or something?” Dorian quizzed.
“Yeah we do, but if you won’t tell I won’t tell.” Kima said.
“Well if I tell on you then I’d be telling on myself and that’s not happening!” Sephora said with a smirk.
Both ladies laughed. Sephora reached out and pinched Kima’s nipple. “I always thought you were sexy Kima.”
“Same here...I thought you caught me checkin you out a couple of times.” Kima giggled. Sephora had noticed but thought she was imagining things because of her feelings for women.
“Well this is her first time KiKi so we gotta give her the deluxe treatment.” Dorian informed Kima.
Dorian pulled Sephora onto her back and began to suck her titties while Kima parted her thighs and explored her ...