Stupid or In Love (Same as on downlowconfessions.com)

First let me tell you the people in my story and yes ofcourse the names have been changed. My boyfriend, DJ; mutual friend, Ardis; mutual friend's friend, Wendy; my daughter, Ariel.

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost two years. The first day we met (Friday June 29, 2007), I knew there was something different about him. We met through a mutual friend, that, I admit, I had fucked before. I was told we were going to a 'party.' It turned out to be just me, our friend, my now boyfriend, and our mutual friend's friend. I had just had a baby girl and she was exactly a month and a week old. My baby's father wasn't in the picture. Anyways my mom wouldn't watch her for me so I took her along. Ardis told me that Wendy didn't drink or smoke so she would watch Ariel for me.

This whole time the person who had drove Ardis to my place was in his car and I haven't seen him yet. We walked to the car and I looked at the driver. As soon as I saw him all that ran through my mind was, "I'm getting that tonight." We were in the car driving for about 2 hours and the whole time I was staring in his eyes in the rear-view mirrior. Fast forward past the drinking and me getting sick. LOL. We all were sitting at Wendy's dining room table. I'm sitting right beside DJ. Oh, did I mention I didn't find out his name yet. As my head was spinning I held on to his leg and my head was in his lap. Well when I did get sick I trew up all over the floor and had to change.

After I finished changing, Ardis told DJ to me to the back room and lay me down. And of course I asked him to lay with me. He did as I asked and it wasn't too long til I was trying to fuck him. He told me he didn't have any condoms and I told him just to pull out. After about five minutes of going back and forth about the condoms I just told him to go to the store and get some. While he was gone I had stripped and passed out for a little bit and woke up just in time to see him walking into the bedroom door. He saw that I was already naked so he stripped before he got into the bed. All I could think of when I saw his body was "DAMN. HE'S SEXY AS SHIT!"

DJ got into the bed and right off we started kissing and not just kissing but making good love kissing. He was rubbing all over my body and me on his. I stopped kissing his lips and started going down. I kissed his neck, his chest and sucked his nipples. Continued to his stomach and finally to his dick. I kissed the tip and then took just his head in my mouth and just sucked his head for a little bet. Finally I deep throughted his shit. I sucked his dick til he came and I swallowed his cum. He then threw me underneath him, put a condom on, and started to fuck the shit out of me. The funny part is in the middle of fucking me; he stopped, kissed me, and it he started what it felt like he was making love to me. I squirted for the first time in my life. After I came, he flipped me over and hit it doggy style. Anyways we fuck so long, hard, and in so many positions that night I can't remember it all.

Oh, and the whole time I haven't found out his name and I was calling him what I still call him to this day "BABE". And Ariel is with Wendy and Ardis except on Sunday. Well we spent the weekend at Wendy's house and they took me home late Sunday night because DJ had to be at work early in the morning. While Ariel was in the room with us I warned DJ not to hold, touch or even think about Ariel unless he was going to be there. And don't you know that Ariel started crying one time and he picked her up and told me that he knows what I told him. I think that's when I really fell in love with him. Before he left I got his number and finally learned his name. All day Monday I didn't see him or call him. Then on Tuesday Ardis called me and asked if I wanted to go to a bar with him and DJ and I jumped at the chance to see him again. That night we went to Hard Times and we were drinking and DJ paid for me to get in and paid for my drinks. The whole time we were there we were together. I was sitting on his lap and he was holding me like we were already a couple. He was even about to fight a guy that was trying to holla at me. LOL. It was cute though.

After we left, we dropped Ardis off at his house, then DJ took me home. We sat in the driveway for about an hour talking and he said he had to leave to get some sleep to go to work. I asked him if he wanted to stay the night since he was drunk. He came in, we fucked and fell asleep. Before we fell asleep though he asked me to wake him up in time for him to go home and take a shower to go to work. I did wake him up but he just didn't want to get up. That day he called in and quit because they had told him that if he was late one more time they would have to fire him. After that day he basically moved in because he never left.

Skip all the other details. What's importan is that two weeks after he moved in I was evicted and he went to a shelter for two and a months with me. After the shelter we stayed in hotels. From two different hotels to renting a basement from a friend. From renting a basement to living with his parents. All this in two years. Oh, did I mention that as of this day he is considered Ariel's father and we have a four month old son together and we're still living with his parents.

I love him so much but we argue all the time and now he has said that it's over; that it's been over. Where was I when this happened? How did it happen? Someone please help me understand him and this situation.

Thanks for reading and taking your time to give me some feed back.

                          Jungle Fever