CONFESSIONS OF A STR8 MASSAGE THERAPIST 16

The three men lay in that hotel room spent, out of breath but gasping in unison. Deron was in a place of awareness yet he was all to unfamiliar with the things he seen. It was revealed to him that Las knew the stranger that had come to visit him but was unsure how. All he could see was a bond and all he knew was a family like familiarity. Who was this man and why every time Deron touched him he felt a connection like none he had ever experienced? Deron was filled with questions, but knew he had to wait for answers, if anyone could help him with what was going on right now it was Las. Deron was no open completely he was now where he needed to be and he was seeded with the essence of two men so masculine. It was the best of both worlds, the man Deron had knew loved him nice and slow but with just enough aggression, and the stranger was rough and banged the hell out of him that brought him to the edge being made love to and fucked all at the same time was something unexplainable but very, very gratifying.

Jeff Stood in the shower in his bathroom trying to rinse off whatever remnants it was that Deron had left on him, he longed for him, to be with him, to lay with him, and these were emotions and feelings that he was not rehearsed in well, this entire situation was now playing with his mind. How had he come so far in this, every experience reaching him deeper then the last. How was it that he could feel the way he felt for Deron but still be straight. He had Nyla to think about; well to be honest that was noting more then a situation. Jeff’s ass began to throb and his stomach was so empty he was mad horny and his dick was growing hard. Between him(Jeff) and the hot water already running in the bathroom the temperature there had to be boiling. Jeff could feel desire in him building up like never before, he had never yearned for Nyla like this. This moment was frightening and a turn on all in one. His body was building up right before him and he needed to do something, but wait he could not allow himself to do this with another man in mind.

In that moment he closed his eyes and ran his head under the water, this had to go away it was late he had to be up early and this was crazy! This had to be all a part of the mental mind game that deron was playing. This was what Jeff told him self  to make him believe that he could remain in control of the situation, he closed his eyes and he seen Deron laying on a bed naked he looked at him and told him that it was alright to let go to stop fighting and give in it would be okay. Deron touched jeff’s face and Jeff did not resist his body abandoned his(jeff’s) control and gave into all of Derons instruction. Deron knew that Jeff was in a state of long lust and longing and needed to be handeled, and handeled right he layed Jeff on his back and without a word Jeff ass became moist for this man, Jeff did not pay any attention to this, this time he gave into what his body demanded andlet his mid connect with Derons instruction.

Deron without wasiting anytime inserted himself into Jeff he eased in with such ease and held still until he adjusted to him he was preparing to make love to Jeff and Jeff for once refuse to fight and relinquished all control. Jeff laid on his back he cradled Derons head in his arms he did not care about what he thought should be or how it should not all he knew was that he needed this longing in him to be filled he needed to not feel alone, empty, and Deron filled the void that had him in such anguish. Deron could feel Jeffs body receive him and it was as if his ass canal greeted him in inviting him deeper and deeper. Jeff could feel Deron going deeper then anything has ever been and it soothed him, a calm came over him for once he did not have to be in control but he gave over to the will of another who handled everything for him.

Las woke up startled at the sounds coming from the room he had left deron in it was as if he was in there with someone else and he know no one was there as he and the unidentified guest had both left the room toget cleaned up and after a heavy jack off session in the shower together he walked him to the door, he walked to the room and opened the door to find Deron fucking but no one being there. He could not stop watching him and then it dawned on him Deron had already found his “bataay: he was connected on a level that was only heard of in times past where two friends how loved each other more then their own lives were connected so in tune with the other that they could feel each other when they were far away, know when danger was approaching the other. They could communicate though and have verbal dialog without words. Who had this boy connected with so early and why hi? Didi he know what he was doing when he chose him, did Deron even realize how this would affect the gifting within? Las was filled with question and worry as it was his job to educate, teach, and guide this young man. There were lessons to learn and things to go over, however this boy seemed to be advancing in all this rather quickly and adjusting very well.

Jeff could feel the warmth of the one his body loved on him, in him and through him. It was as if he was being paid just due in back pay and retro retribution for something he was entitled to but never received. For once Jeff opened up and threw all caution to the wind never thinking aor regretting but only receiving and yielding over to what was needed. In this moment he was full, he was content, and he was ina place where time and space were nothing to be concerned about but the only thing that matter was the fact that he was one with a person who was one with him. Even if the reality was this culd all be a dream Jeff refused to wake up and Deron rejected the thought of coming out of the trance he was in.

Deron masterfully  fucked Jeff in a way that was so filling but still left the desire for more, that all Jeff could feel, was the satisfaction of of this man who had come in in a few moments turned his world upside down and now was filling all voids in his life. Las watched as it seemed that Deron was dry humping the bed however things took a turn when he seen this boy who was no a man raise up and began to fuck the air while laying on it. Las knew then this man was fucking someone in another space in the time they both were standing in and he knew that it would not be long before their hearts merged into one and the beats would syncopate. Even from a far Deron found that spot that could cause Jeff to shutter and in no time he did Jeff was so full and built up that he needed this and he knew it and he allowed it to happen.

Deron: Omg man! You are so open to me, I can see you in all forms, and your in a place that yields all to me as I did for you. You are giving me everything and its so good. I see your longing I see your desire. I did this to you, I place this need there and I was wrong but I will be there to fill you every time, now hold on we will arrive together and in the morning I will be there to hold you tight. Leave the door open for me.

Jeff somhow heard these words and  in no time he could feel himself in an all to familure place having his prostate hit and his body being force to erupt with apower stronger then his own will, it was mere moments but on two opposite sides of twon two men climax while enjoying each other and still being so far away. Jeff was thrown from his trace and was ajared to his dicck erupting and the hot water (now running tepid) on him it was way to much his entire body was sensitive and he was in a trance of bliss, shock, and lust, Deron even from a far knew how to manipulate jeffs body to the point where not even he could control it himself. Jeff done all he could do to carry him self  from the shower to the bed. His body had felt as though it had been worked evn though no one ever joined him physically in the shower.

He dried off and did not even bother to put on clothes he laid in the bed and his eyes felt like they were so weighted he closed his eyes and was satisfied for the first time ina long time and was way to tired to fight what he was feeling.

Deron too had another powerful climax and it was so intense it was borderline crippling. Las watched as stream after stream of cum shot from his toned body across the bed barley missing his face and his body shook and jarred with orgasm. Deron laid in that beed and could see that his lover had done what he told him had gotten into bed and was no drowned in sleep he could see everything Jeff did until Jeffs eyes closed and then he seen nothing. Deron rested momentarily as his determination to be with Jeff overpowered his need for rest, he felt stronger than any mortal man and he was ready to conquer the world. Las went to his room and his heart was heavy he knew this day would come he knew that he could never have Deron as he was only his guide and there was no way with all he knew that he could be with Deron and still hold true to his commitments and promises. Las was now empty and needed company he picked up the phone and called his friend, his bataay, his joint eye, and in a short while the visiter came back to be with him.

Jeff was in such a deep sleep that nothing bothered him, this was a sleep unlike any other he had ever expierenced it was like he was placed in a situation of peace and rest and he was not allowed to be moved from that state until told to do so. He felt held, as if he was being protected he felt secure. He was dreaming and in his dream deron approached him held him kissed him and oved him, he could feel derons breath on his neck and his lips at his ear it was to much to handle in in no time Jeff could feel the moistness in his ass desiring to be filled he could feel longing from within, he knew he needed Deron and refused to fight it. Deron laid him down and removed his clothes he kissed him (Jeff) deeply and  with precise instinct the tip of that dick head found the soft moist hole of jeffs ass and insertion began to take its course . Jeff somehow was now coming to a bit but this dream felt to good and to real, he could feel Derons body between his legs he could feel his body being filled, he could fell Deros lips on him,but he could feel himself coming from the trance he was in and into the reality of what would soon startle the fuck out of him.

He was being stroked so good he could not handle it, it was crazy his mind was blown and his consciousness was coming too. Deron was literally fucking the dog shit out off Jeff with the determination of a lover who had to prove a point. If you were a spectator of this event youwould have thought this man was marking territory, however ehere territory had already been marked Deron was confident in his dealings with Jeff and was now growing in Jeff. This was the longing Jeff expierenced and was unaware of. Jeff opened his eyes to deron in him and on top of him and immediately tightend his azz around Derons dick this immediately casue Deron to open his eyes and he knew that Jeff was startled scared and in a fighting stage of mind.

Deron: Don’t fight me we have been together all night, I told you I would be here in the morning, I came through last night, you left the door open for me like I told you. Stop fighting me, stop resisting me and open yourself to me again like you did before. I need you open to give to you what I have .

Jeff listened but was still scared as hell how in the world did this nigga get in?? and for real did he know about the shower dreamhe had? What the fuck was going on?

Deron: I need you to let go Jeffery! LET THE FUCK GO! You’re going to make me cum and I am not ready yet, I need to enjoy you a bit longer. If I cum to soon you will be filled with want and you don’t want that .

Deron bent down and began to kiss on jeffs neck and this started working Jeff was conflicted once again. But Deron owned his body and Jeff gave over. Deron had to casue Jeff to climax before he did to give Jeff more of himself, this was the only way that Deron could see through Jeff. Jeff knew that Deron was searching for it by the strokes and when he found it he never let up off it Jeff began to cry out and

Deron: that’s it open for me now I will fill you with all of me.

Jeff was spent and his cries were muffled by Derons mouth being placed over top of his, the cries for Jeff were rather shocking as there had never been emotion with him and sex, ther was always just sex but in this moment there was something strange Jeff himself knew that he was being opened up to a place where he had never been and he could feel derons deposit in him he could feel the merging of himself and another being and he knew that something was different, he tried to move but Deron held him in place tight and secure

Deron! Stop! Stop I can’t take it! It’s too good! I cant OMFG ! Yo! Man! Stop this shit right now.

Deron knew this was a mechanism Jeff was using and while his dick was still hard and he was still painting the inside of Jeff’s walls he tweaked his nipple and licked his neck burying his dick even deeper in jeffs walls reaching the second hole causing Jeff to shutter in pleasure Jeff passed out and Deron soon joined him these two would be in this place for the remainder of the day and through out Jeff being passed out deron would use his body over and over and over again only causing Jeff to come to consciousness when Deron would force his body to climax.

Deron had totally emptied Jeff and filled him all at the same time. Jeff knew nothing about Demons gift o r the fact hat Deron could now see through Jeff, Deron gave Jeff a gift of himself when he climaxed and each time he climaxed with Jeff and in Jeff it causing the bond of their hearts and jeffs union with Derons gifts to grow stronger. In the evening when these two woke up they would feel as though they were one person.